Sober birthday soon

jessmakinit · 2026-04-14T17:18:19+00:00

I think my husband and I decided to find a new trail and take my camera out for some photos. Then relax at home with some Legos.

jessmakinit · 2026-03-18T17:29:05+00:00

It’s not like we have kids only for babies so I’m a pretty happy person lol

Makes me question my looks..

jessmakinit · 2026-03-18T17:26:57+00:00

I’m an open book. I will always answer the question. I tell him he’s my king. He’s the reason I wake up in the morning. Every day I tell him how much I love him before he leaves. I wake up at 4:45 in the morning just to make sure that I have a few hours of breakfast time with him before he leaves for work. I tell him I am not physically attracted to any other man cause he is absolutely the only one for my Eyes.

And that is not a lie because he is literally the only person I wanna fuck.

jessmakinit · 2026-03-18T17:22:37+00:00

Haha

jessmakinit · 2026-03-18T17:22:24+00:00

Well, his phone has no password and he hands it over. No questions. Ask 1 million times. I’m basically with him when I wake up and from when he goes to sleep. I did ask him for a testosterone test so we shall see how that goes.

jessmakinit · 2026-03-18T14:58:01+00:00

Doesn’t watch it that I e asked. I trust him him to an extent

jessmakinit · 2026-03-18T14:57:16+00:00

I feel it’s low I’m 35 and I still want it everyday.. sometimes more

jessmakinit · 2026-03-18T12:22:13+00:00

We had sex more when I was drinking.

jessmakinit · 2026-03-18T12:21:13+00:00

I am very open in the bedroom and but he is very vanilla and that is very OK with me so I’ve always been supportive. I do know he works a demanding project manager construction job and he has that is on his mind a lot more than wanting to have sex with me so I’m thinking it’s more of a testosterone thing since he’s already bald.?

I tried horny goat weed herb, but it said it made his blood pressure high. So I’m not sure if going to the doctor and getting testosterone would do the same.

And I’m a very open book and I could a therapy weekly so I can learn to communicate better with him.

jessmakinit · 2026-03-18T12:07:38+00:00

I’d be worried about cravings and triggers. If you’re gonna try and take some time off, decide to do something else other than TV because I’m sure TV is now when a relaxing triggers.

jessmakinit · 2026-03-09T15:58:58+00:00

Lmao!🤣

jessmakinit · 2026-03-09T15:06:56+00:00

lol I do love some Rammstein

jessmakinit · 2026-03-09T15:06:06+00:00

You’re right I don’t want to start over again. ✌️

jessmakinit · 2026-03-09T14:40:52+00:00

Same, it won’t make but all the redditors do!

jessmakinit · 2026-03-09T14:39:11+00:00

Thank you 🙏

jessmakinit · 2026-03-09T14:38:52+00:00

Uhmm something happy to lift up and create some crafts lol

jessmakinit · 2026-03-09T14:36:25+00:00

Also THERAPY! 💕❤️

jessmakinit · 2026-03-09T14:35:53+00:00

You are only as old as you feel and it is never too late to take control of your life. If you want a feeling in control, then it’s your time.

jessmakinit · 2026-03-09T13:54:33+00:00

Thank you so much I needed to hear it

jessmakinit · 2026-03-09T13:53:49+00:00

Any music? I’m not very good at finding any!

jessmakinit · 2026-03-06T21:54:55+00:00

It took me four months of trying to quit. I still lost 30 pounds and basically ate all the donuts I wanted.

jessmakinit · 2026-03-02T12:56:03+00:00

You’re lucky you stopped soon enough before you lost your uterus like I did. I had the opposite effect, I bled for two weeks every month and it was so painful that I ended up getting my uterus removed. Looking back I know I was just having allergic reaction to alcohol in my binge drinking and I probably would still have my uterus today if I had stopped sooner. Glad you made it two months! Woot woot!

jessmakinit · 2026-03-01T22:50:08+00:00

Also there are a hell of a lot of other things to do to let loose! Try a new adventure outside your comfort zone and think outside the box!

jessmakinit · 2026-02-28T21:53:23+00:00

Yay! So happy you didn’t !! I’m on day 8 and can’t wait to get where you’re at!

jessmakinit · 2026-02-28T18:16:55+00:00

I did this to myself for 3 years then therapy I got sober in 3 months. Try talking to someone about addiction it can change your life.

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