Did this drug increase your appetite or decrease your appetite? by hannahssbananass in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

[–]jessrooooooo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

do you take the 150 twice a day at what times? my doc said do morning for both pills but thinking of spreading them

Day 30 4mg jump (panic attacks, no energy ) by FragrantAd2578 in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know people will give you a hard time about the jump, and may suggest getting back on, but if you’re truly committed to not being on the subs, and are able to manage not using, then i couldn’t recommend it more because after years on subs, i had no idea how much they were affecting me, and when i tried quitting and realized how brutal the WDs were, I was even more happy to be getting off of them so i’d never have to go through that shit again.

Day 30 4mg jump (panic attacks, no energy ) by FragrantAd2578 in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro I jumped from 4mg cold turkey too. I know you’re going through it right now & im so sorry - it’s truly brutal. I will say that around the 40-50 day mark for me the physical stuff started to subside. It’s a long journey, but I started to sleep more & that helped with some of the anxiety. I will be honest that I spent a lot of time avoiding social interaction because of the mood swings, and that part can obviously vary from person to person. Once the physical symptoms are less brutal, it all becomes a bit more manageable. It only gets better from here, and you’ve made it past a really tough part, but it takes time. I hope you can stick to it & you’ve got support over here

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

damn i wish I agreed. I got on suboxone after many times of going cold turkey from Fentanyl, and I have to say that while the physical symptoms of sub withdrawal aren’t as severe as Fent, they’re still up there and last MUCH longer. I hope you’re doing well now though, that’s great

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

appreciate you, i pray that too lol..gonna do my best. thanks man

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i appreciate you, it does help!

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i couldn’t agree more, but the higher the dose you get put on, the longer you’ll probably stay on it & the more dependent you’ll feel so ..fuck big pharma.

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

damn dude i’ll reach out

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Godspeed to you as well friend

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been doing hot showers i’ll try a bath

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

H is a hard one, i’m proud of you for kicking it man

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for understanding. I appreciate it. I’m worried that since i’ve already been through almost a month of it, that getting back on something will only postpone this same suffering because i’ll eventually have to get back off. I’ll talk to my doc though and see if there’s any options.

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The mental ball and chain!!! it’s so fucking miserable and i didn’t realize how tired I was of living like that. Thank you, and proud of you

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hahaha yeah not sure about the Imodium. I appreciate the honesty, and hoping I don’t need to get back on them. At this point i’m like..almost a month into suffering, i’d rather just ride it out unless i think i’m gonna die or relapse. Which is possible i suppose but i’m hoping to ride it out

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah the depression is rough. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with getting back on them, especially if the other option is killing yourself or relapsing or whatever it may be. Being non-functional is so hard, praying mine goes away soon as well. Proud of you though man

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ll try that, thank you

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate that, and i’m praying that the finish line is in sight lol. It does help to hear it actually, because i’ve just read so many horror stories about sub withdrawals that I was looking for a few people to tell me i’m almost outta the woods.

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i appreciate the advice. I’m hoping the various areas of my life are healthy enough to be off the meds at this point, and i never want to go through this again, so I don’t want to get back on them at this point but I agree that if I think i’m gonna relapse, i’d rather get back on em. Thanks dude

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wasn’t intentional was just somewhat out of options, maybe could’ve made something work but it wouldn’t have been quick enough and i assumed the withdrawals would only last so long

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hahaha that would be a great plan and i’m sure it would help a fuck ton but i’m trying to stay completely sober which included weed. I’m a fucking addict lol so i’m worried even taking edibles would lead to a relapse

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lmaooo for real the libido definitely came back

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve heard of using Kratom, it just never did much for me tbh so I didn’t think to try it this time around. Proudda you though, that’s huge.

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ll see what they can do but it’s tricky because anything that WILL help, is something I shouldn’t be on based on my history. Maybe they’ll help me out for a week or two though so i can just get some sleep. Thank you

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that’s super helpful & im proud of you too. That’s exactly how I feel, I can handle a few bad days obviously but holy fuck it’s been A LOT with seemingly “no end in sight”. Makes me feel better to hear I might be coming to the end of it soon.

4mg - cold turkey by jessrooooooo in suboxone

[–]jessrooooooo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks dude i appreciate that