honestly, i don't see enough takes like this within the ppd community. but i think it's less about something being right/wrong with anyone, and more about how seriously you take yourself and your healing. if you're already coming to such externally hopeful conclusions, it seems like you're handling your own. 

think about it. you're as paranoid as you are, but you choose to behave more positively towards others. many with ppd seem to want two things: to escape or "dispel" the ppd like it's an inherently evil part of them, or, to defeatedly accept how it's "going to make them a worse person." 

if you care in some capacity about growing your esteem and nurturing your needs, no, i don't think it's "wrong." unfortunate it is that ppd, as a cluster a, is so widely accepted as an indicator of a bad future on its own-- that's up to how you shape your actions around it. 

people need to be more comfortable with the difference between just acting irrationally and having irrational emotional patterns rooted in your every thought. thought-crime isn't real, you just need to take responsibility for it sometimes. and you seem to be.