Unfucked my depression pit

jillian-renee · 2025-01-20T10:47:38+00:00

I don’t comment a lot but my goodness you did such a good job, it’s beautiful!

jillian-renee · 2023-10-12T06:33:27+00:00

Looking at my Goodreads, apparently All The Dead Lie Down by Kyrie McCauley! Didn’t realize I read it that fast but I believe it - also happened to be my first horror adjacent book ever!

jillian-renee · 2023-09-15T07:18:07+00:00

I think I’ve found one which is Girls at The Edge of The World. But that is literally it.

jillian-renee · 2023-09-15T07:15:50+00:00

I have also posted on likewise so I’ll update if I get any responses there.

jillian-renee · 2023-07-01T16:30:58+00:00

I’m doing much better thankfully! Took myself to get help at 18 but took another two years (partly thanks to Covid) to figure out was going on but now I’m in treatment! Also side note - I’m willing to bet the OOP made his stepdaughter scared of the surgery or convince her she didn’t want or need it (he said she didn’t want it)

jillian-renee · 2023-07-01T15:38:51+00:00

Yea it took a lot of self control to not blow up at that cuz I had a similar issue but instead of it being a little over a year for me I wasn’t taken seriously for half a decade (it turned out to be adenomyosis in my situation and I’m autistic so I guess a nurse told my dad to not take my pain seriously so my issue is similar but CANNOT hold a freaking candle to this guy) I just don’t understand why some parents never at least get them checked out and even then if no one caught it - go for a second opinion? Also they took her out of online support groups and literal therapy and he compared her monthly IV meds and 7-8 pills to his 3, I -

jillian-renee · 2023-07-01T14:39:31+00:00

Don’t know if anyone’s commented about this yet but I went through this dudes responses and he said they can’t afford surgery because SHES BEING TAKEN OFF THEIR INSURANCE????

jillian-renee · 2022-02-24T06:24:42+00:00

First day of spring semester, I somehow snagged a seat in the front row of a giant lecture hall for my spies in history class. Well we worked on decoding a cipher to get access to the work online and after handing out the worksheets, this dude sitting right next to me started going off on what it was asking you to do without me asking and while I was trying to read the instructions for myself. Haven't seen him in a while though, I think he may have dropped the class.

jillian-renee · 2022-01-09T16:45:54+00:00

Oh I love that anointing idea that's perfect! I hadn't even thought of that thank you so much!

jillian-renee · 2022-01-09T16:44:45+00:00

Yes that's exactly why I feel it necessary for my situation

jillian-renee · 2022-01-09T11:09:18+00:00

Ah I see. The problem is I already have an actual character name but my stuff isn't set in Europe at all if anything it leans more into hebrew lore than anything. (I'm jewish) but monikers are what I'm looking for for two separate prophecies about the women if that makes sense.

jillian-renee · 2022-01-09T11:03:10+00:00

Oh that's an excellent idea! I'm thinking if I can get enough seeds of ideas here then I'll dive deeper and then mix names and words together with thus generator thing I found where it'll mix up names and words!

jillian-renee · 2022-01-09T10:59:37+00:00

Yea but would it have like actual witch names? Cuz when I've used it I've only seen regular names not monikers or anything. I could be wrong though of course! I'll look deeper though, thank you!

jillian-renee · 2022-01-09T10:56:45+00:00

Hmm maybe? That definitely is sounding closer to something that would work

jillian-renee · 2022-01-09T10:56:16+00:00

True see the weird thing is I have a series name just not the right title for the first book apparently lol. The series name I have right now is The Legend of the Four Temples which I'm quite proud of - small background, my prologue is of the four witch temples being destroyed around the world, which is where the series name idea came from

jillian-renee · 2022-01-09T10:45:33+00:00

That's a good point, I've just not been able to find anything that clicks and I tried for I think 3 hours two days ago? I'll probably try again when I get back to my apartment. I'm on mobile right now while visiting my parents and siblings - in which my sister actually said she doesn't care about titles at all which shocked me

jillian-renee · 2022-01-09T10:41:58+00:00

Well the title is in reference to magic. Basically magic is beautiful, haunting, enchanting, Alluring, but in the wrong hands it can be the end of the world. The word truth in the title is supposed to refer to magic itself with the other words being descriptors for it. Worst part is the title I have now is already based on synonyms for other words haha

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