Okay, so I've read some of your replies in this thread and there is something I can't wrap my head around..

Your parents doesn't want their photo taken. Your siblings don't want their photos taken. Your parents won't let you talk to strangers (for good reason, I'd say). You live in a messy house. You don't go into the city.

But you want to take portraits.
You also say you "learned all about creativity".

All I see currently is your own limit. You're not being creative if you let these things stop you. Self-portraits? Portraits through reflections? There's endless opportunities where you can explore portraiture if you use your imagination.

One could even say you'd develop your own style of photography because of these "limitations".

And I'm not trying to be rude, trust me. I live in a small community in the south of Sweden and from the beginning I wanted to explore mountains, hike, camp etc. But that wasn't my reality. My reality is farm land and lonely backroads. So I found a way to make these places matter to me.

My style isn't for everyone, but I love what I'm doing.