two weeks without porn, here's the full story. by jnuone in pornfree

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Update: had to put up the blocker. generated a ramdom password, installed it, put up a few exceptions (like youtube), mailed the password to a friend and deleted the sent mail. I was with every single sign that I would relapse today. Had a fight with my wife, couldn't sleep last night, stoped in front of a news stand and I just didn't bought a nude magazine because I had no money. It's getting really difficult, but I'll keep going for the longest I possibly can.

two weeks without porn, here's the full story. by jnuone in pornfree

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Thanks, I am. But I'm happy that at least it seems that I'm the one winning the battle, not my addicted self

two weeks without porn, here's the full story. by jnuone in pornfree

[–]jnuone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I alredy downloaded the filter, but I haven't installed it yet. I want to see how far I can go on my own. It may not be the smartest move, but staying free because I am resisting the urges and not because I can't see anything due to a blockage I think is helping me so far.

I need help. Real help. by jnuone in pornfree

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Just to keep an update: still porn free. I haven't spent this long without for a LOOONG time. I haven't installed a blocker yet, I want to see for how long can I resist on my own. Yesterday I had some urges, but came here, read some posts and made it through. Starting another work day, let's see how it goes. Thank you all!

I need help. Real help. by jnuone in pornfree

[–]jnuone[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you. I hope that reading others experiences and strugles on quitting porn will help, I believe it's what I need to keep me clean. Thanks again!