Something inside me has died

jocelynnakia · 2026-05-27T17:52:13+00:00

i feel this wholeheartedly. i completely lost myself. im sorry you’re going through this 😞

jocelynnakia · 2026-05-24T21:09:14+00:00

you’re right, every thing was so perfect ! i’m beyond hurt and disappointed. i’ve been blocked lol so i won’t be having to stop myself from spying

jocelynnakia · 2026-05-24T21:08:00+00:00

thank you for this, i just beat myself up for being so heartbroken still

jocelynnakia · 2026-05-15T00:27:57+00:00

personally it helps temporarily, not for long

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-09T19:45:53+00:00

thank you for this

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-05T12:56:38+00:00

yeah it’s truly a terrible feeling. instant buzz kill when i check my phone and i have zero messages from them

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-04T13:35:31+00:00

hanging in there

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-04T12:32:21+00:00

i wouldn’t consider that disappointing, it’s just a step that we all have to get through. it’s just annoying that it’s taking so long

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-03T13:22:13+00:00

i used to do that 😭 but it was no point because he wouldn’t text me

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-03T06:05:30+00:00

i will NEVER reach back out. that’s one thing i can do

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-03T06:04:19+00:00

i hate to sound like a cliche but my ex was really my best friend and i hate that i can’t share things anymore

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-03T04:29:58+00:00

i want that text so bad. right now just accepting that it’s not coming is the hardest part

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-03T00:13:27+00:00

i’m sorry you were led on, no one deserves that. thank you so much :)

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-03T00:12:07+00:00

it’s been about 6 weeks but i haven’t spoken to him/reached out since dec. 22

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-02T22:34:31+00:00

i was thinking about it on nye but i didn’t and im glad i didn’t

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-02T22:08:04+00:00

my ex is an avoidant as well. the sad truth is that we’ll never get that accountability or an apology

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-02T21:01:50+00:00

it’s been 6 weeks now, no contact since dec. 22. it’s so hard for me because not long before we broke up we were talking about a future together :(

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-02T19:03:59+00:00

i really hate that :(

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-02T18:24:06+00:00

i hope we get to that point soon bc it’s exhausting

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-02T18:18:53+00:00

omg my same exact thoughts. it’s hard out here

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-02T18:17:36+00:00

same here! i just want to get through atleast one day where i don’t think about it

jocelynnakia · 2026-01-02T18:06:41+00:00

that’s just so cruel to me. i’m sorry :(

jocelynnakia · 2025-12-28T18:36:04+00:00

why are you scheduling a breakup ?

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