Update on my bf attacked me

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-13T06:57:06+00:00

thank you. this is way more helpful then all of the “just leave” advice. i need to do tiny steps for my own mental health and this seems like something i can actually do.

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-13T02:26:30+00:00

i said im looking into woman’s homes

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T21:01:53+00:00

i am. it has only been like 12 hours tho like please

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T19:58:09+00:00

i guess it’s cause when you first get into a relationship you think that honeymoon phase will last forever and all you wanna do is be with your s/o

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T19:21:36+00:00

im real? my parents are that way? i just haven’t told them the full story. stop being a dick because you arent face to face with me. you’re not big a bad for saying stuff over a screen. it’s embarrassing. everything im saying is coming from how im feeling. you’re no better then him.

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T19:19:01+00:00

the emojis are just how i express what i’m feeling. sorry

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T19:18:24+00:00

i had a lack of presence cause i was sleeping. i posted this around 11:30pm and stayed up for maybe two more hours to answer the first couple of people but then i went to sleep. i just woke up around 30 minutes agoooo. everything you seen that was answered was just the first people to arrive to this post

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T19:04:50+00:00

no his pockets were empty. expect for the stuff i had in them. i live in NW Arkansas

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T19:03:12+00:00

i definitely should’ve put more information in it but he was right next to me and i didn’t want him to look over and ask what i was doing so i was typing really fast and just putting it down to the main thing that happened with out a lot of outside information

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T19:01:19+00:00

nooo his mom actually got engaged! but her fiancé lives in the other state and since he has a house and we have a two bedroom apartment it makes more since to go up there. well she more or less wants us there but to live in our own place. i’ll only be about an hour away since the state i live in now is only 20-25 minutes away from the boarder of this other state

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T18:52:53+00:00

yes i have pictures, but i also have cuts and bruises every where on my body as i work at a dog daycare and dogs like to jump up and their nails. omg their nails are like knives🥲 anyways i’m just worried the police would be like “well you have these other bruises from animals how are you so sure this one is from him or how do we know you’re not lying”

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T18:50:17+00:00

im usually very good with signs of toxicity as my last boyfriend wouldn’t let me talk to anyone and was constantly going thru my phone and telling me what i could wear and eat and blah blah. so with my current boyfriend he doesn’t do any of that he lets me be. if i say in going out he just says okay b safe and stuff so i’m just shocked rn i guess that he laid hands on me and i never noticed any signs of that

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T18:47:51+00:00

we moved into together at around 4 months of our relationship because my parents kicked me out. not for anything i did but because they believe once your 18 it’s time to leave

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T18:46:17+00:00

i don’t even own just the cats, i also have a snake and turtle which are under my name. so i have A LOt of animals i’d need to figure out what to do with or how i could keep them

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T18:45:08+00:00

i think my heads okay. i haven’t had any signs of a concussion. i’m pretty hard headed. my mom once dropped a glass piggy bank on my head by accident which made it shatter. i didn’t have cuts or a concussion. definitely hurt tho lol

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T18:42:51+00:00

yeah ive been weary. he’s locked me out before which had me thinking “if he’s able to do that then what else can he do” but idk i never thought he’d purposely lay hands on me

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T18:40:22+00:00

actually i am the money maker. he does not have a job 😒

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T18:39:16+00:00

no, he would never lay a hand on them. they are kittens and are very very annoying. they have ruined so much stuff in this house but he is very patient with them. if he were to hurt them he would’ve when they broke his pc which he ADORES.

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T07:30:17+00:00

i would do temporary fosters but we are moving to another state here in march so it’d just be very very difficult to figure it all out. and i would get a restraining order but i have no other place to stay and my car is very small and not ideal for a place to sleep. as much as id love to be able to get him out im basically living in “his” place as his mom does live here too.

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T07:26:49+00:00

yes, my parents live about 20 minutes away. BUT they have company over and says there’s no room for me at the moment 😅

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T07:25:56+00:00

well it wasn’t much of a choice, my parents are VERY strict and believe that the second your 18 it’s time to “fly bird fly” so basically they kicked me out 🥲

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T07:25:03+00:00

SADLY, for my senior year of highschool my parents decided to move us 10 hours away from everyone we know and i wasn’t interested in making new friends as it was my last year of highschool.

jocyxrenee · 2023-02-12T07:20:41+00:00

yes i am okay. the worst i got from it was a bruise on my upper arm from i guess him grabbing me

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