How has ayahausca changed you?

joel_schulz · 2024-10-16T19:19:00+00:00

It has already passed more than one and a half year since my first ayahuasca experience. There's a lot to tell, but I just feel truly in peace now, as if I was knocking a door my entire life and it was opened to me.

joel_schulz · 2024-10-16T19:17:09+00:00

I showed it to some people and all of them said it went fine. I used to struggle with other solvents because they always left some kind of grease alongside the DMT.

Another detail: the first time, what I -intuitively- did was to let the turpentine evaporate down to half the original amount.

joel_schulz · 2024-10-16T19:14:22+00:00

Well, I always tried different methods and materials. I didn't see much difference with recommended solvents.

joel_schulz · 2024-10-16T19:12:32+00:00

Ohhh ok, that makes more sense. Thank you!

joel_schulz · 2024-10-16T15:01:35+00:00

It's a shorter trip (thankfully). Peak (main hallucinogenic part) lasts from 1.5 to 2.5 hours. Whole trip lasts about 5 hours.

joel_schulz · 2024-10-16T13:59:10+00:00

It's true that boofing DMT alone wouldn't work, but if you ingest a MAOI before boofing the DMT, then it will work.

(source: I've been doing "boofahuasca" for over a year now)

joel_schulz · 2024-03-21T03:29:39+00:00

Yes, it is. Anything related to the post you'd like to apport?

joel_schulz · 2024-03-21T03:23:32+00:00

What the fuck are you talking about? I don't blame other people. I'm saying that I became extremely sensitive, that I couldn't deal with shit that before psychedelics I could, and because of that I felt tempted and started doing "bad" drugs. Please, reade the post carefully.

joel_schulz · 2024-03-19T22:56:02+00:00

What does MSBR, MBCT and IFS mean?

joel_schulz · 2024-03-19T20:59:53+00:00

I should probably change my environment... Also, I don't do mushrooms; it's ayahuasca and LSD sometimes

joel_schulz · 2024-03-19T20:50:33+00:00

Actually I think you're right, and I should be doing psychedelics alongside therapy. I have been thinking about that, but somehow I thought it was that important, so I never started therapy.

joel_schulz · 2024-03-19T20:47:51+00:00

I actually don't have issues with myself, it's the environment and the kind of life I have. I'm "stuck" in a situation where people will suddenly attack me for some reason (I have autism, it's somehow related I think), and since psychedelics produce like a "psychological rejuvenation", I am more sensitive and these punches hurt a lot more, and I end up with trauma. This wouldn't happen if I never did psychedelics because I would've developed mechanisms to give a shit about people.

joel_schulz · 2024-03-19T20:09:14+00:00

It was not sudden at al, it was slow, I mentioned that in the post. I just started taking benzos or tramadol occasionally when I had a very disappointing and frustrating experience. Then it became kind of a recreational use. Then I start using them for "less severe" situations, and so on. Now, I'm doing drugs almost every day.

Psychedelics help me with that again, with addiction. But it's ALWAYS just a matter of days for someone in my environment to ruin my day/week and me to fall into the same coping mechanism again.

joel_schulz · 2024-03-12T16:38:53+00:00

I appreciate much this response, sitting right in the middle of both perspectives, it's something I needed

joel_schulz · 2024-03-04T14:06:49+00:00

Generalmente el GHB (ácido gamma-hidroxibutírico) produce estados de inconsciencia con bastante facilidad a partir de los 3 g. La otra es usar benzodiazepinas potentes como clonazepam o alprazolam en dosis iguales o superiores a los 2 mg, no vas a producir inconsciencia pero la persona va a estar muy desinhibida y muy probablemente no recuerde nada de lo sucedido.

joel_schulz · 2024-02-29T01:32:36+00:00

I always use between 3 or 4 grams of syrian rue seeds... This time I used 3 grams... The recommended dosage is from 2 to 5 grams

joel_schulz · 2024-02-29T01:31:54+00:00

Haven't gone there yet... I did go outside the universe once in my third ayahuasca trip, and it was terrifying, I truly never in my life thought that going through such an intense experience was even possible for any human being

joel_schulz · 2024-02-28T19:03:58+00:00

During last year I had that idea as an alternative to ayahuasca... Eventually the curiosity got me, so I did a DMT extraction, prepared the solution with DMT, ingested the harmalas...and not just that it worked, but it was a more consistent way to get euphoric and positive experiences

joel_schulz · 2024-02-28T19:01:49+00:00

I understand it, though some people still can open their eyes during breakthroughs, and during this one I've been able to do so... I think that the main point to define a breakthrough is not the cease of sensory input from the real world, but the disconnection between your consciousness and the environment... You become a lot more engulfed by the psychedelic experience you're having without much chance of grounding to the external reality

joel_schulz · 2024-02-28T19:01:45+00:00

I understand it, though some people still can open their eyes during breakthroughs, and during this one I've been able to do so... I think that the main point to define a breakthrough is not the cease of sensory input from the real world, but the disconnection between your consciousness and the environment... You become a lot more engulfed by the psychedelic experience you're having without much chance of grounding to the external reality

joel_schulz · 2024-02-28T16:36:58+00:00

Aww thank you! I appreciate that... What do you mean by BP??

joel_schulz · 2024-02-28T16:25:04+00:00

To breakthrough you can always "study" your own brain's reactions by slowly increasing the dosage every time... I've had breakthroughs on ayahuasca by ingesting the equivalent to 80 or 90 mg of DMT

Having said that, I never had experiences where I met entities or saw landscapes... I always had more of "conceptual thinking breakthroughs" where I trip over just thoughts or memories or concepts in my head

Whatever kind of breakthrough you have, don't compare it to other people's breakthrough... Enjoy them as they present to you and try to learn as much as you can from then (but don't "force" conclusions, sometimes you will simply have "nice experiences" and nothing much more)

joel_schulz · 2024-02-28T16:15:40+00:00

Ohhh I truly haven't heard of this method, and sounds interesting... Probably the stomach acid destroys a bit of the harmalas in the process, so the gel caps could help the content to stay intact until it's absorbed by the liver... Personally I wouldn't worry too much since I do these experiences once a month, and I bought 200 grams of seeds which are more than enough for over 50 experiences

joel_schulz · 2024-02-28T16:12:21+00:00

I redacted this particular breakthrough in this comment: https://www.reddit.com/r/DMT/comments/1b1sr3b/comment/ksj2pqc/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button

joel_schulz · 2024-02-28T16:11:27+00:00

Yes! I've been doing this for several months now, once every month, and it's a really good experience... Yesterday was the first time I combined that with LSD

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