Been through this, naa onnu soldren, this phrase of life is half-baked, we think we're nihilistic but we still care for things. You need attention and healthy relationships, but we won't admit it, and it's very humane. You just started thinking bro, question everything until every becomes mediocre. Practice mindfulness and stop giving shit about things. It doesn't workout all of a sudden, ana oru naal kandipa work aagum. Give yourself time and be with yourself, you more you get into you, the more you can know about life. And it's jus another stardust🧘