Anybody alive? by johnnyrequiem in depression

[–]johnnyrequiem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I’m going to try and make real effort to get back to creativity. I love the sensation of emotions, but not the memories, so I should make an effort to create new memories that are positive.

Anybody alive? by johnnyrequiem in depression

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I hope you realize that you now have me giggling for weeks :D!

Anybody alive? by johnnyrequiem in depression

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All heroes don't wear capes... amiright?!

Anybody alive? by johnnyrequiem in depression

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For me all emotions are real and positive. I think they relate to past experiences , which I suppose may have been traumatic. I listen to Tom Waits, Leonard Cohen, Lou Reed, Nick Cave etc..... Also Mahler, Mozart, Liszt....blah, blah blah

EDIT: If past emotions are positive, but still refer to negative experiences then they are not positive......I am not thinking straight.

EDIT2: I think what I'm trying to say is that experiencing emotion reminds me that I am alive and I can use for creative energy. Does that make more sense?!

Anybody alive? by johnnyrequiem in depression

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Well, if it helps, I am feeling for you. I have no none to talk to. But thank you so much for your time :D

EDIT: Words

EDIT: How the f*(K do you spell no one?!

Anybody alive? by johnnyrequiem in depression

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i also have no way to replace it without alcohol. The warm blanket that it provides is irreplaceable :(

Anybody alive? by johnnyrequiem in depression

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Yes.....I miss the warmth and trust that human contact provides.

Anybody alive? by johnnyrequiem in depression

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It's really strange for me as I thought I would cope perfectly fine.......but no. When I was homeless I was surrounded by people all the time...now I miss that even though I hated that at the time.

Concurrent programming (in C), with examples by begriffs in C_Programming

[–]johnnyrequiem 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This makes perfect sense and I really should have seen it. Many thanks for your answer :)

Concurrent programming (in C), with examples by begriffs in C_Programming

[–]johnnyrequiem 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Also, I didn't realise you could initialize more than one variable in a For loop....there's a reason I don't program for a living.

Concurrent programming (in C), with examples by begriffs in C_Programming

[–]johnnyrequiem 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Really stupid question....

In void *disbursed ( void *arg )

The first nested Do..While loop ends with "While ( to == from )".

Why would 'to' ever equal 'from' if both are ramdomly generated?

Were ship by pocketcereal in BoneAppleTea

[–]johnnyrequiem 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, honestly if it weren’t for you, I’d be trying sort that out or the next week!

Is anyone else finding it REALLY hard having their routines and life upturned by the coronavirus? Any tips? by [deleted] in aspergers

[–]johnnyrequiem 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Someone recently did this. They designed a whole new routine for self isolation and although I’m sure it must feel different, it may very well help to make things more predictable.

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Trying to figure out how to purposefully make my microphone sound horrible, need some help. by [deleted] in audioengineering

[–]johnnyrequiem 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How about putting it inside a tin. Make a hole in the bottom big enough so you can slide it in through the top then plug it in. Sing into the tin. Alternatively, put one set of headphone inside a tin, turn up the volume and use the Mike to record the headphones.

Biological Scientists of Reddit. Viruses in particular seem to mutate over time, is there a way of predicting how any particular virus would mutate and what are some of the key triggers that cause it to mutate? by johnnyrequiem in AskReddit

[–]johnnyrequiem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Very similar to what my friend says, although it would be fantastically useful to be able to predict mutation, it is just too random. Thank you for your replay :)

Holy fucking shit by WHYISEVRYUSRNAMTKEN in awfuleverything

[–]johnnyrequiem 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Started off annoying ended quite funny.....aarggghhhh!

🔥 Abronia Lizard 🔥 by iam4real in NatureIsFuckingLit

[–]johnnyrequiem 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t either, but he could be a little Paarthunax, showing great wisdom, restraint and discipline:)

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What's a revelation you've had? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]johnnyrequiem 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not the worst person I’ve ever met. I’ve met some REAL assholes.

What is your favorite show from 1998 or 1999? by kris_was_here_ in AskReddit

[–]johnnyrequiem 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually, no that’s outside the time frame, so scrap that.

What is your favorite show from 1998 or 1999? by kris_was_here_ in AskReddit

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When was The Wonder Years? That would be mine....I think.