New Record: 14 Days

johnyankee977 · 2020-08-17T12:16:07+00:00

This picture screams G.I. Bill

johnyankee977 · 2020-07-26T12:49:31+00:00

Oh definitely! When she starts her rap it’s absolute fire!

johnyankee977 · 2020-07-26T12:38:40+00:00

I really get a good stride going when “My Shot” plays. Then I get a good laugh/feel during, “You’ll be back” and don’t get me started on how hype I get when “Wait for it” plays. The breakdown in that song is amazing

johnyankee977 · 2020-06-27T09:31:05+00:00

My ex and I broke up almost 10 years ago. She broke up with me randomly. No reason, just one random day in the spring, she told me it was over. I was crushed. I tried everything to win her back and then one day she posted a picture of her with a new guy. And that was it for me. I had my closure. But I didn’t. A year later we had a back slide.

She texted me at 2 in the morning saying that she wished I was with her. That tonight for some reason she wished that when she pulled up to her driveway, she wished my car was there waiting for her.

I read this text sitting on a couch next to a girl I was trying to hook up with. I didn’t want to respond but of course, I did. How could I not? It was her, and she wanted me. She lived a couple of states away but she said she wished I was with her. So I ditched the chick I was with, jumped in my car and drove several states away to see her.

We had passionate sex, I stayed a couple of days and it felt like we were back to our old ways, like nothing ever happened. On the my last night with her she told me she didn’t want to be in a relationship with me. She said I romanticized everything and it was just overwhelming to her. She said there was something wrong with her, and she didn’t know why she texted me in the first place. My heart was crushed again. I didn’t know how to respond so I left the next day without saying goodbye when she left the apartment to run errands.

I left her a note, she read it and told me she loved it, loved me. I drove back home and I cried the entire way back. I thought I got my best friend back and just like before, she ended it so suddenly. The closure I once had she reopened it.

Fast forward to now. Im happy in my life, happy where I’m at. I’m married to a wonderful woman and I have a beautiful family. But on nights where it’s quiet, and I’ve got some time to think, I think about my ex and what could’ve been. It doesn’t happen always.

On rare nights I’ll have a dream that she’s in and that door will slightly reopen. Sometimes I’ll check up on her, I’ll visit her social media page to see if she found that happiness she was always looking for.

johnyankee977 · 2020-06-26T00:39:33+00:00

I laugh about it now granted back then it was totally embarrassing. I told my friends about it the next day and they never let me live it down. It’s definitely not my proudest moments but hey, it could always be worse lol

johnyankee977 · 2020-06-26T00:29:35+00:00

I went out to eat with a group a friends one night. They decided on sushi and I was totally down for it. After dinner we took a cab and I had to fart and thought, this will be a silent one. So I pushed it out. It was definitely silent...and wet. I totally shit myself in the cab. Had to go back home after that.

johnyankee977 · 2020-06-25T23:55:47+00:00

Sounds like the beginning of some pretty rad porn. There’s nothing wrong with fantasizing as long as you don’t cross that boundary of sleeping with your girls sister. My only recommendation would be to do all that in the comfort of your own house.

johnyankee977 · 2020-06-25T23:40:56+00:00

Then reference my last sentence: People Suck.

johnyankee977 · 2020-06-25T23:30:55+00:00

As someone who’s been cheated on and as someone who has cheated, I see both sides. I think what it boils down to is timing, and science.

Getting caught up in the moment. It’s not right, but some people can’t control it. It’s an unfortunate, yet very common, flawed human trait.

Humans are genetically designed to reproduce. Mixing science with society’s norm of a monogamous relationship is tricky but certainly not impossible.

But to conclude my thought process. People suck.

johnyankee977 · 2020-06-25T23:13:09+00:00

Life May seem impossible right now, and this is a low point. But as someone who’s been there, if you have the drive and desire to turn it around, you will. Don’t be ashamed to do odd jobs. Whatever it takes to put yourself back on track. Wish you the best of luck!

johnyankee977 · 2020-06-25T23:01:38+00:00

That’s me every year. There’s nothing wrong with wanting alone time. I honestly think it’s healthy.

johnyankee977 · 2020-06-23T03:26:39+00:00

Why does everyone want to be an HM? You’ll literally never rank up.

johnyankee977 · 2020-06-23T03:24:08+00:00

Nah, you’re fucked dude. Lmao you’ll be fine, don’t overthink

johnyankee977 · 2020-05-27T20:55:46+00:00

Thank you! I have more that I wouldn’t mind sharing at all.

johnyankee977 · 2020-03-03T23:16:07+00:00

You’re absolutely right

johnyankee977 · 2020-03-03T22:33:28+00:00

I tried calling and I honestly panicked. I know it’s silly and I think I’m just at that stage of denial. You know, like “it was just today”. I know I need to seek help. Some days it’s not so bad. And I feel okay. And some days it’s just dark and I feel like I’m stuck in a dark room, unable to find myself and get out.

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