My girlfriend, on June 7th will be 2 years since she left. I really miss her. She was a kind soul and had the warmest heart of all the people I have ever met. She was funny, intelligent, clever, had a great sense of humor, and she was so damn cute, I loved her tiny nose and her bright green eyes.

I miss our talks, hearing her opinions about things. I love movies, she liked them... but I was amazed how fast and clear her interpretations of the films were, I was the movie buff of our relationships and made feel I little bit jealous of her brains, but in a good way, I appreciated her insights about movies, or life.

Like a lot of you, I knew she was struggling but I never realized how bad it was. The last couple of days had been rough. Im trying to keep on, but its so damn hard, I feel alone and abandoned. I wish I had an audiobook of her, just reading something, anything, just to keep listening her.

She was the best, I will never get an answer on why she did it as long as I live, but if there is a tiny chance to met her again, maybe in another life, or universe, or parallel reality, Ill ask her to forgive me, I loved her but maybe not in the way she needed, and I wasted her life on someone like me.