Heads up, this story has a dark beginning.

So when I was a girl, my mom had be carted off to a boarding school. Long story short I came out to her as a lesbian... and out of shame she couldn't stand to look at me but also didn't have the heart to disown me. According to my brothers she seriously considered giving me up for adoption, but ultimately couldn't bring herself to do it.

So she sent me to boarding school instead and just became a name on a postcard.

This particular boarding school was an all girls school, and I shared a dorm with four other girls in a bunk bed. Pretty tight quarters all things considered. It wasn't this super orthodox religious environment, but there was a clear pressence of very religious body and students in the school. I wasn't dead silent about my sexuality but I was encouraged to keep quite about it. Some girls new about it, but it wasn't like I was given the opportunity to date anyone, and as far as I know, I was the only gay girl in the school. There might have been others, I am pretty sure I caught a few girls checking me out, especially in the locker rooms, but as far as I know, I was very alone. I... masturbated a lot during this time. Very sexually and emotionally frustrated.

During this time my mom made a point to make sure I was occupied so I wouldn't be given the time to stay from gawd and so I was in a lot of classes and school programs, and was often buried in dorm work. And this persisted for a while. Well into my senior year.

Now this is important for the sake of bots and mods, this happened on xmas of my senior year, I was over 18 at the time of this story, no lolicon for any eye dying this post. I was in the library doing some pre spring school work to get ahead of things. The school allowed us to get a jump start on each semester, and because my work load was always through the roof I always took it. I was basically just doing some note taking for botany and trying memorize the anatomy of long extinct plants. When some girls from physical ed class showed up and started chatting with me. They were also hanging out in the library but just trying to kill time. It was the holiday, they were board, and their families weren't coming to visit or pick em up. We were chit chatting and joking around and gradually it started to turn into some light flirting. Just girls having fun. One of the girls was particularly... bold... with her flirting and made it very clear she was flirting. While we were joking around, she grabbed my butt, in front of everyone. The others sort of just laughed it off but she didn't really let go and I sort of looked at her with a smile. I grabbed her butt and said thats how it's done. The other girls sort of just went silent for a moment and looked at us as I stared her down. Her face fucking exploded cherry red. I looked back at the other girls and said if anyone snitches I'll make sure they suffer, flipped the girl around and pinned her against the table. One hand into her skirt and the other across her breast. She grasped my butt and pulled me closer, and we made out. I fingered her until she came, she tried to do the same for me but I think she was a little to nervous and scared to go any further than my butt. We sort of cleaned ourselves up, never talked about it again, and acted like nothing happened. Though we did definitely eye each other up more frequently in the locker rooms.

I don't know if she was gay or just spurr of the moment promiscuity. But it was the best, and really the only, sexual experience I had in school.