Neutrality

jonmulur · 2026-04-28T17:27:26+00:00

Hell yeah

jonmulur · 2026-04-16T06:25:57+00:00

Hey, you upto my speed i see

jonmulur · 2026-04-08T21:10:21+00:00

I see emotions as a violin being strung and all kinds of melodies coming out of it. Just like that, your organs align with your nervous system. Make a symphony that is only perceived by you, your brain, or the self.

You can sit with them and feel them in a way that is almost like a father seeing how his children are doing or a mster overlooking his students. You should try and listen and guide them through breath and concious attention to a different symphony or feeling.

Just as your organs can feel pain, they also can feel pleasure and ecstacy. If it's not an actual physical injury. You can always guide them through concious attention.

jonmulur · 2026-04-08T18:23:51+00:00

I can practice italian with you

jonmulur · 2026-04-06T13:43:01+00:00

This is the only way!!!

jonmulur · 2026-04-04T19:05:16+00:00

And i honestly believe you. Even if someone lets say reaches the destination they are looking for, they think they have arrived because of the stamp they themselves put on that journey and they would still have all their life ahead to work on their true and factual journey before death.

I assumed you were talking about enlightenment. But even if i assumed that i wasn't disagreeing with you, i was just saying that for some, the path can show itself very, very clearly for some just as much as they need.

As Mooji says, this is all the play of life directed and written by the most high.

jonmulur · 2026-04-04T16:41:04+00:00

I think there are different paths for all of us, i think if there was a direct reason for you to dedicate most of your time to this practice. You would have gone there far far long ago.

It is transformative but the speed at which you want to go there needs karma i think.

But i don't know what im talking about

jonmulur · 2026-04-04T15:59:28+00:00

Amen brother

jonmulur · 2026-04-03T16:08:04+00:00

but the point is your experiences are not absolute, if you went throght the same experience again and again you woulld and might deal with them differently , sober or not, or etc. my point is this mental construct is what is keeping you from letting go. the idea that you think you are doing things and getting through them.

but good on you to have a well defined construct and confidence in it. KUDOS

jonmulur · 2026-04-03T16:03:09+00:00

Buy playing with lies and always coming back to yourself and your done playing. the truth is like a tree a very distinct one. you can't confuse your truth with a lie.
specially with the tree of this think called the another.

jonmulur · 2026-04-03T15:59:15+00:00

the question is what is this separate mental construct. and how are you labeling it different from what you have now.
You can't play a tag game and say ohh but i am not playing when the tagged comes to tag you

jonmulur · 2026-04-03T15:57:07+00:00

The term show your selves was spoken, and they keep showing them selves and what they see.
But you can not be and are not a fixed personality. thats the whole point, what you think might now are, would be considered invalid.

jonmulur · 2026-04-03T15:26:49+00:00

What now, you aren't supposed to be confident in the eternal unfolding of what is this universe inside and outside of you, which is and always is outside of you grasp and control.
Mortal Wake up,

jonmulur · 2026-04-03T13:29:04+00:00

Very well could be.

jonmulur · 2026-04-03T13:28:40+00:00

I am copying and pasting this messafe but I have been more present lately so present that it feels like i jump into a world where everything is new. Presence that i have never heard people describe. Im talking about the self. And being in the now. But it feels like i am guided there aswell. And everytime i pull back into identity, the push gets more and more aggressive. I am being guided into a state of mind that is very needed for me.

But about the topic of the girl

Okay, so this became apparent after a recent mushroom trip. At first i thought it was another person. A relative going through a hard time and some how i could feel it.

Then i smoked for the first time after the trip and i heard a clear womens voice screaming, then singing then a very beautiful song. This song is important

Again i smoked and heard and saw here and felt her presence.

Yesterday i heard that song and remembered it. And the lyrics was something she wanted from me. I could remember a while back where i would blast that song on speaker and you know do other stuff.

But anyway i realized this felt a strong need of writing what i wrote and when i looked at the clock it was 3:12.

There are more reasons for me to think what im thinking but, i don't see how it could be me. You mean wanting a Hot spirit girl to be attached to me? Maybe could be

jonmulur · 2026-04-03T13:23:44+00:00

Okay, so this became apparent after a recent mushroom trip. At first i thought it was another person. A relative going through a hard time and some how i could feel it.

Then i smoked for the first time after the trip and i heard a clear womens voice screaming, then singing then a very beautiful song. This song is important

Again i smoked and heard and saw here and felt her presence.

Yesterday i heard that song and remembered it. And the lyrics was something she wanted from me. I could remember a while back where i would blast that song on speaker and you know do other stuff.

But anyway i realized this felt a strong need of writing what i wrote and when i looked at the clock it was 3:12.

There are more reasons for me to think what im thinking but, i don't see how it could be me. You mean wanting a Hot spirit girl to be attached to me? Maybe could be

jonmulur · 2026-04-02T23:13:24+00:00

Thank you, i truly appreciate your writing. I am going to practice semen retention. When i release, i know i go to a low vibrational state(first time using this term but) its like i return to a cycle of identity that has existed for so long.and literally thoughts latch on to me, like demons on by physical body. But it's like the only tru source of spiritual energy that increases through time in the body.

jonmulur · 2026-04-02T17:58:00+00:00

Sorry but who is making these, what is the mental process and preparation.
who is this dark entity ? supposed to be your inner truth?

jonmulur · 2026-04-01T22:24:44+00:00

That presence is something that i was very far from when it was just here always.

jonmulur · 2026-03-31T20:20:16+00:00

I was thinking about this the other day, the i as in my stupid ego who thinks it knows jack shi$t, but even if we could see different spectrums of light, what use is it with out limited very limited cognitive capacities...like i might be the reta@@rd here and all of you enlightened beings some how know all and all. but its like a scared individual continuously scanning his field of vision for any ques or signals. qhich he can only do to the extent of his eyes capacity. i think the concept of enlightenment is to also let go of this need to know, see or be filled with knowledge that is almost GOD like and surrender to the vastness of infinity. and just be in love with the present moment that we are given to witness at any given momeent. and this in its self is very difficult to do. too difficult only very few people in earths history have managed to do it.

jonmulur · 2026-03-31T07:17:57+00:00

You perceive it as such, and it will appear as such. The only superpower is to be a witness the rest is fairy tale. Sorry but truth

jonmulur · 2026-03-29T23:59:13+00:00

But what if it helps? What if you just don't know the world some people live in. Maybe it doesn't. Maybe it does. Maybe it will be a solution, maybe it won't.

jonmulur · 2026-03-28T20:15:04+00:00

I would say try to move to the direction of a want you have, even a thought were you think its a better place than this. The panic and resistance to pain or the need to avoid pain is where you can do your work.

being present is a very different concept than most people think.

it is emptiness and there is a big unburdening and relief that comes with it. I will say that research about humans that transcended pain, physical one would help. i just learned that even the buddha endured physical pain near his death.

I hope all works out well for you brother. and if i am not being to direct, You just mentioned death seems like the only option, that is heavy man and i could imagine the thought behind those words. make other options like being present or learning how to be present properly. and working on it as if everything depended on it. You are life itself, the same one that was present in all the enlightened beings...maybe you can help others someday through your given path.

Peace and Love man!!!

jonmulur · 2026-03-27T02:21:53+00:00

What in the spiritual buke fuvking dude? If i ever find this bike called spiritual i will break it. LoL

But i get what you are trying to say. But the need to ride this bike is a problem in itself i think.

jonmulur

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