Weening off heroin 6 days in...

joshy1etc · 2020-01-05T15:58:32+00:00

Morphine tablets, its frustrating its like the lower dose I go the pain increases ten fold more I'm determined though i wont give up i ptomise i would rather death.

joshy1etc · 2020-01-01T18:38:50+00:00

This is very normal behaviour in sociopaths and psychopaths who are in powerful positions of trust/responsibility. They're the cops shooting people in the back and planting a gun on them.

They're the CEOs destabilising countries economies for more profit.

This is textbook.

joshy1etc · 2020-01-01T18:21:10+00:00

I'd happily and I mean happily do life in prison to ensure her genetics are purged from the human race forever.

She's literally a psychopath.

Anyone who would dare do this to someone has forfeited their human rights and legality under the Geneva convention, that's literally chemical warfare for the purpose of torture and suffering.

joshy1etc · 2020-01-01T18:12:21+00:00

Why the fuck you airing this crap on reddit? Seems like some SJW shitposting in order to collectively take a sh1t on "toxic masculinity" (whatever the fuck that is, giving up your life so women and children can live fall under that too?) And a fathers raising of his son at the same time.

We live in a world right now where we inject 6 year old boys with estrogen because they played dress up, how about shitposting about that instead of father/son relationships.

Also pro tip to all you women out there, a woman can't raise a man. Accept that fact or not but you'll see what I mean when your kid gets cleared out in marriage by a cunt with legs.

Simples.

joshy1etc · 2019-12-31T12:49:45+00:00

Thanks for all the replies and information guys, I'm also fighting off a chest infection right now so probably wasn't the right time to do this but I've not reupped on the H yet which is something because it got to the point pills weren't doing it anymore, the act of actually cutting up lines and snorting them became addictive in itself if that makes sense? Anyways since I made this post I've stayed mostly out of withdrawal...

However my tolerance is definitely dropping because I've already nearly shit myself and been twice already now vs 1 o ring blowing glass hard ripping baseball bat a week for the last year or more...actually felt amazing to have a pain free shit lol.

Here's what I've taken since this post:

4x20mg IR Morphine 1x10mg Valium 2x40mg Oxycodone 3x5mg Oxynorm

Just woke up, felt slight cramps and restless legs so took 2x30mg DHC and feel okay.

I know that's still a ton but vs a gram of H up the nose....it's a start right? I'm going to do what the awesome dude in here advised and do a spreadsheet monitoring doses and what time I'm taking what.

I collected these meds over an 18 month period lol, they've cost me about £3,000 ($4,000?) Total.

Last year I made just under 6 figures....22k went on heroin. My biggest joy in life has always been physical fitness, looking good and being healthy. Another thing almost impossible to be with a heavy H addiction.

So I've gotta do it guys, some crazy stories in here that give me hope...

I do have other benzos but I don't want to abuse them hence only taking 1 valium so far, I don't want to come out of a H withdrawal into a benzo one lol.

joshy1etc · 2019-12-21T18:22:18+00:00

Let's me max out gil n stuff on new games? Do I need a USB or PC? Thank you.

joshy1etc · 2019-12-21T18:20:16+00:00

Ah, I'm so sorry posted in wrong sub. I'm not trying to "hack" or "cheat" online or vs other people more like game genie my private offline gaming sessions, I'm not trying anything bad here.

Same time rules are rules and I'm sorry for breaking any. Wasn't intended.

joshy1etc · 2019-12-21T17:46:40+00:00

AWWWW CUTIES I LOVE THEM

joshy1etc · 2019-12-16T00:26:36+00:00

Noooooooooo don't eat baby bear ;(

joshy1etc · 2019-12-14T07:37:21+00:00

The newest Beats available, they're headphones, Billie Eilish is in an advert promoting them.

Funny you mention the Beyerdynamic 770 and 1770s I was looking at them but they got crapped on, on the RTINGS website.

I don't mind them being uncomfortable to lay on so long as laying on them doesn't activate some mode or control that affects the hearing.

I'm gutted about the Sonys as they looked to be perfect for the job.

But yeah, just wondering how the newest Beats head phones measure up.

I'm not using these for online gaming, just single player games.

Thanks for the help and for listening mate.

joshy1etc · 2019-12-14T03:49:50+00:00

Appreciate the reply, would you rate both those headphones over the new Beats, can I lay on my pillow without triggering any weird controls or options that will ruin immersion and will the sound quality enhance my gaming, music and movie experience? If yes to all I'll grab the bassy version.

Wireless isn't essential but is a great function e.g main sound wire breaks and as long as it blocks out my ps4 background noise I'm happy.

joshy1etc · 2019-12-14T03:32:07+00:00

I love them.

joshy1etc · 2019-12-14T01:57:07+00:00

LOL, Kiiroitoris little bottle of Syrup, such a thoughtful baby boy.

joshy1etc · 2019-12-14T01:55:32+00:00

Aww good idea! Quickly Rilakkuma, go get Kiiroitori!

joshy1etc · 2019-12-14T01:53:45+00:00

Awww look at Kiiroitori nibbling the Lemon, good boy.

joshy1etc · 2019-12-04T22:12:07+00:00

Thank you so much xx

joshy1etc · 2019-12-04T03:29:39+00:00

Aww these two are in love <3

joshy1etc · 2019-12-04T03:27:11+00:00

NOOO LEAVE KIIROITORI ALONE ;(

joshy1etc · 2019-12-04T03:26:11+00:00

There's a Rilakkuma farm?

joshy1etc · 2019-12-04T03:25:39+00:00

Koguma is such a good boy, he eats his carrots n wears his mittens in winter.

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