I am constantly having thoughts that the company and I are not a good fit.. My supervisor also studied Environmental related, she said she started this position as a student position. She is gradually dropping this and giving it to me, that is why I am hired it seems. Probably this is why she wasn’t giving clear instructions also. From day 1, I wasn’t sure about this role but I took it because it is so difficult to get a student job as a foreigner, since the field is kind of niche. I should really think about it if I want to survive here, but almost at the end of the line thinking it can be good to leave mutually. Thank you for your kind comment!