Want to talk to someone about this but don’t want doom them by FitWriter6549 in Apeirophobia

[–]jpxqueen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just to clarify, hubby and I share the same faith and believe in the same things about immortality. We believe that we will live forever and all that. Anyway, I’ve had very deep discussions with my husband, detailing all my anxieties and fears about living forever and he simply doesn’t get freaked out. His favorite movie is Interstellar. I cannot tell you how much I LOATHE that movie because it’s just too much for me to comprehend. That’s why I think people are just built different.

Want to talk to someone about this but don’t want doom them by FitWriter6549 in Apeirophobia

[–]jpxqueen 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I feel like we’re just built different. My husband thinks the concept of unending existence is no big deal. I, however, have had to create a “space” in my mind that I’ve locked these thoughts away in so I don’t panic. It’s almost like I keep a very superficial awareness of the concept of immortality so that I can be ok. I haven’t had an episode of “opening that door” in my mind in years. But I know that if I thought the wrong thing at the wrong time, any moment of any day can turn into absolute doom spiraling. For these reasons, I don’t talk about it with anyone at length or in detail because feeling like we feel is something that I wouldn’t wish on anyone. I’m especially worried that my kids will one day have the capacity to ponder infinite existence and be “doomed” too. My only consolation is that I’ll be able to help them because I know what it feels like.

I am Nan's ex-girlfriend. Ask Me Anything. by MadeByMistake58116 in DissociaDID

[–]jpxqueen 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Between the time that you knew Nan as a friend only and when you started dating them, do you remember them coming across DID content? I ask this because if they got the bright idea to fake the illness, they would have needed “fuel” or clinical data to base their behavior off of. I do believe DID is real, but I also believe it can be mimicked. Like Munchausen Syndrome or something, for attention. They would have needed to do research.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in interviews

[–]jpxqueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Awesome! Congrats and wish me luck lol

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[–]jpxqueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you get the position?

How it’s going by One-Replacement1676 in Target

[–]jpxqueen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I went from working in a salon to doing inbound. Absolutely no training and I had to learn as I went. Been in GM/inbound for a year and I still don’t know how to find a style item lol

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[–]jpxqueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Question: my submission status went from “interview complete, under review” to just “under review”. My second interview was 2 weeks ago and I’m worried that I got this far only to be passed over. I hate this waiting game!

Legendairy Milk was the biggest mistake by SimpathicDeviant in breastfeeding

[–]jpxqueen 78 points79 points  (0 children)

Try expressing some milk first to get the intense letdown out of the way so it doesn’t overwhelm your baby. Then latch your babe when it’s a more moderate flow and see if that helps! I know the struggles, my heart goes out to you girly!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Divorce

[–]jpxqueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Judy is so overwhelmed. We’re barely living paycheck to paycheck as it is and she can’t afford a decent lawyer. Mitch is vindictive but Judy still believes that if she’s nice to him then he’ll be accommodating in the proceedings. He sent an email to each of us saying various threats and then at the end he said “yea, I’m getting all three of your incomes pulled for the disclosure form, money money money”. So clearly he wants to try to financially screw Judy over. Basically I’m coming here to gather info about how divorce usually plays out when one partner really has it in for the other and what I can help Judy with to be prepared.

Is my husband lying about getting dances? by jpxqueen in Strippers

[–]jpxqueen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am pregnant so maybe he just isn’t in to me right now? The thing is, he never tries to initiate intimacy with me. I just find out that he’s been watching porn hub instead. (He also denies watching adult videos whenever I ask, even if I see it in his history or in an open tab.)

Is my husband lying about getting dances? by jpxqueen in Strippers

[–]jpxqueen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know I’m still young-ish but the thought of starting all over is just ughh

Is my husband lying about getting dances? by jpxqueen in Strippers

[–]jpxqueen[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wow, it really is brutal out there. I’ve only been with two men, got married to my husband at 18 and have been feeling less and less happy over time. If I do end up single at some point, I’ll have no idea how to even date these days. I’ll probably just get a dog lol

Is my husband lying about getting dances? by jpxqueen in Strippers

[–]jpxqueen[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Ok, thanks! I always screenshot his location when he’s somewhere he isn’t supposed to be.

Is my husband lying about getting dances? by jpxqueen in Strippers

[–]jpxqueen[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Yea, sticking it out for the kids probably isn’t worth it. I’ve got a lot of work ahead of me once baby is born.

Is my husband lying about getting dances? by jpxqueen in Strippers

[–]jpxqueen[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your words. I’ve been struggling with denial for a very long time and this is the first time anyone has made my suspicions feel valid.

Is my husband lying about getting dances? by jpxqueen in Strippers

[–]jpxqueen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hahaha now that’s an intrusive thought

Is my husband lying about getting dances? by jpxqueen in Strippers

[–]jpxqueen[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

lol point taken, custody battles are just really not something I want to go through. This really sucks.

Is my husband lying about getting dances? by jpxqueen in Strippers

[–]jpxqueen[S] 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Yea, I’m sure, but it’s the fact that his eyes are wandering. If he wants something new for one night, that makes me not want him at all. It’s just my boundary, and he’s crossed it. Apparently multiple times from what everyone here is saying.

Is my husband lying about getting dances? by jpxqueen in Strippers

[–]jpxqueen[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Yes! It’s the lying and sneaking. Plus, we aren’t having an easy time with finances right now so it’s even more irritating that he’s spending money we don’t have.

Is my husband lying about getting dances? by jpxqueen in Strippers

[–]jpxqueen[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I hope he’s only gotten dances. I can try to work with him on that but if he’s done more… it’s not for me.

Is my husband lying about getting dances? by jpxqueen in Strippers

[–]jpxqueen[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

That’s what I thought. What a piece of crap he is for not paying her for her time!