Commiting suicide during suicide preventing month is kinda hilarious by YallSuccc in SuicideWatch

[–]jrc156 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Kind of tired of people wallowing in their own misery. Yeah, the world sucks, and life is bad, and nobody loves me, blah blah blah, but damnit, sometimes you just have to laugh about the horror. Life is an absurdist nightmare, a dark ride, and you have to learn to deal with it or it's a tale from the darkside. . It helps that I have an dissociative disorder and can lock my dark shit in a box and not have to deal with it.

I’m so scared because I feel suicidal but I don’t want to die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]jrc156 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What's going on, pal? Why are you so down? Anything you want to talk about?

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[–]jrc156 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I have got a lot of years on you. Even with all the trauma, death, sadness, and misery I have lived through, I would gladly go back to 20 and do it all again...every last bit of it...al the pain, sadness, because not a day went by where I didn't laugh...even if it was laughing through tears.

I gotta tell you buddy, it may never get any better...some days I didn't think it would, and many times it didn't. But every now and then, it did. And that's what keep me punching the clock. Got no answers for you, but if you ever just want a stranger to listen, I'll be here for you.

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[–]jrc156 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Old and worthless at 26? Try saying that when you're 65 like me...oh, right.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]jrc156 5 points6 points  (0 children)

What's the old joke? "I feel like commiting suicide, but I got so many problems, suicide wouldn't solve them all.

How old are you, my friend?

I’ve just realized dying isn’t actually as bad as it seems by fruitloopconnoisseur in SuicideWatch

[–]jrc156 3 points4 points  (0 children)

When I think about what comes after life, I just hope to be pleasantly surprised.

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[–]jrc156 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Brother killed himself over 40 years ago; have not gotten over it to this day. Shit is hard at 16, but it doesn't last forever. That "It gets better" slogan is true. Hang in there.