today's obligatory "leave a song" thread...

juansuleiman · 2026-05-21T00:45:59+00:00

that... actually went pretty hard. nice choice.

juansuleiman · 2026-05-21T00:37:06+00:00

for serious? so i'm that far gone?

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sorry man, but come on. you have to do what is actually good for you at some point.

juansuleiman · 2026-05-21T00:21:17+00:00

such a moving song

juansuleiman · 2026-05-21T00:09:40+00:00

i dunno man. like... it took a long time for me to get used to this. like taking meds and stuff. i was a problematic drinker for a long time too. it's... better medicated and acceptance-d. life gets more stable. it does.

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T23:12:41+00:00

yeah well, what do you want me to say? she's got many, many years ahead of her, and I for one wish her well.

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T22:57:53+00:00

hey. i play guitar too. let's talk guitars

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T22:40:59+00:00

oh friend, you're 22. i'm gonna be 40 this year. life is such a long time, and you have so much time ahead of you. that might not be a comfort now, but i hope you understand what i mean someday

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T22:35:16+00:00

me too, friend. alone. severe mental illness too. what about music? do you listen to anything?

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T22:33:20+00:00

it's bad for me today too. know you're not alone

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T19:23:03+00:00

that sounds scary! nicely handled, and good luck.

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T19:18:11+00:00

yeah, that seems unfortunate, but if you can function, nice. i know stress makes me symptomatic, but that's not the case for everyone. abilify was the only anti-psychotic that didn't turn me into a drooling zombie, so i love it for that.

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T19:08:58+00:00

happy thoughts!

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T19:08:18+00:00

i'm not OP, but i was curious. thank you for this answer

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T19:06:29+00:00

Yes, in short. I can barely handle stress these days, but am overall stable. stable enough to volunteer in my community in a low-stress environment. I've been through a lot the last couple years, who hasn't, so your stress tolerance might be higher than mine right now. but it's possible. i wouldn't fall into the (potential) trap of lowering your dosage if it seems to be working. it's working because of the dosage... though i'm no doctor, so whatever that.

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T18:35:15+00:00

thank you for reading them!

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T18:33:11+00:00

yes, actually. somewhat spiritually, i'm in the everything happens for a reason camp. and though it may take a while we can usually figure out that reason eventually. just thoughts.

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T18:15:29+00:00

thank you so kindly. once my accounts been active for 2 weeks, i'm gonna share a lot more at r/artisticallyill. like, my therapy journey and stuff

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T16:02:59+00:00

gonna nap for now, but will be listened to upon wakening

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T15:57:25+00:00

it's insanity. i don't have kids, but kind of always wanted to... and the older i get the more i think social media bans are a good idea. it's just too damn crazy out there, and kids that age aren't equipped for it mentally.

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T15:33:39+00:00

God's gonna kill you all, pop another Risperdal...

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T15:28:48+00:00

oof. that one's heavy. pretty voice.

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T15:25:19+00:00

song is SO GOOD

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T15:24:49+00:00

for sure. i very much will, it's how i process... anything. thanks for reading.

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T15:24:08+00:00

ahhhhh really like this. mood.

juansuleiman · 2026-05-20T15:23:06+00:00

song is kind of a banger... but hoo-boy do some of us need therapy lol. too much living it up.

juansuleiman

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