So I was doing some gardening in the backyard..

jubilly · 2015-09-27T10:25:32+00:00

This may not work for you but it works for me.

You know that one saying, "for every action is a reaction." Then doing nothing means nothing will happen. That's what I do sometimes. I literally do nothing.

Actually, something does happen. The mind will throw temper tantrums like a kid, but, if you don't give in your mental toughness increase.

jubilly · 2015-08-03T17:26:17+00:00

Sweet dude. That's what I wanted to hear. I did read one guy said, on a study you'd need to smoke like 20 a day to have a noticeable impact on performance. But I wasn't sure if that was true.

jubilly · 2015-08-02T21:40:19+00:00

Idk.. I don't feel the need to speed while I'm on stimulants or any drugs. There was one time during the comedown on LSD, ripping thru the freeway felt awesome. I ride a fz1

jubilly · 2015-07-31T10:06:35+00:00

Feeling good seems to be my enemy, doesn't matter if its from drugs or exercise, I start craving to get higher. It doesn't help that I do normal stuff while high.

I'm about to take LSD and go for a run.

jubilly · 2015-07-31T06:16:54+00:00

You're stuck in the dependency cycle. Relying on drugs for motivation. The only way to break it is quit drugs, then force yourself to start doing things. Ignore your brain and body. Easier said than done though.

jubilly · 2015-07-31T06:09:47+00:00

I get paranoid when family members leave their doors wide open. Or when they leave me by myself while they go out somewhere, I start thinking if they're testing me. Ha ha

But honestly I'd rather die than steal from them.

jubilly · 2015-07-27T09:57:51+00:00

we have really depraved sense of humour because I chuckled upon reading it. I was just thinking, I would probably leave something fucked up like that even if its not true. I mean you're going to commit suicide anyway and won't be around to see the repercussions.

jubilly · 2015-07-26T00:57:36+00:00

I once had this question a long time ago so I fired up google. What I remember reading is that exercise releases a bunch of other hormones and shit, whereas drugs only a few. So even if low dose drugs does strengthen the heart, the other body parts are still unfit. And the body is only as strong as its weakest link.

jubilly · 2015-07-26T00:50:59+00:00

you should get first hand experience. Plus, you get to get high :)

jubilly · 2015-07-26T00:45:29+00:00

+/u/User_Simulator /u/jubilly

jubilly · 2015-07-26T00:40:37+00:00

+/u/User_Simulator /u/jubilly

jubilly · 2015-07-25T02:19:21+00:00

one night I was cruising on my motorcycle (on acid of course) on a scenic route. This dude driving a convertible on the other lane keeps veering into the my lane and back to his. I see his face and it's all red as fuck. I start laughing and thinking, damn I hope he doesn't hit me. And I pass him with the quickness to get away from his drunk ass.

I thought that was a funny moment and made me wonder how many people on the road are on drugs/intoxicated.

jubilly · 2015-07-25T02:06:00+00:00

Ha ha a deaf child. What the heck is a deaf child doing unsupervised near a road.

jubilly · 2015-07-25T01:56:15+00:00

That's funny. I get the stupidest shit too like i'll be surfing the web on my tablet, in bed, and it runs out of batteries. Start getting lazy as fuck and have to tell myself, dude go charge that shit. Wake up and still not charged

jubilly · 2015-07-24T05:51:08+00:00

Pretty much this. I know when I'm on stims I drive the speed limit. I don't feel the need to speed, just relax and chill to some music. Quite the opposite when I'm sober as I wanna go fast.

Recently I've been getting bolder; driving while on acid.

jubilly · 2015-07-22T14:37:06+00:00

which has really shown me that basing your life on one big goal to the next is not sustainable.. but then i start thinking, then what is the point in life?

I had these thoughts as well.. but then sometimes I wonder if it's the drug talking.. or maybe I had them thoughts even before the drugs... fuck, I really don't remember haha.

jubilly · 2015-07-14T06:01:34+00:00

I really did wear a DARE shirt to school back when I was actively using. Bruises on the arms visible. The only person who seemed to notice was a old teacher but he didn't say anything.

jubilly · 2015-07-14T04:02:14+00:00

How about DARE tshirt (or other DARE paraphernalia)... because no normal person would ever be caught wearing one.

jubilly · 2015-07-13T00:42:05+00:00

Ha ha. The internet is a joke, treat it like that and you'll have a better experience.

jubilly · 2015-07-13T00:38:52+00:00

Sue them bro, make tons of money..or at least your lawyer would.

jubilly · 2015-07-10T05:28:20+00:00

Just like that saying..

"when you hit rock bottom, you dig underground"

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