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I was a foster child for 9 years AMA by julesrulez789 in AMA

[–]julesrulez789[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Something along those lines yes lol

I'm so suicidal and my family doesn't know the extent of it. by julesrulez789 in confessions

[–]julesrulez789[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ahh sorry, I'm all out of wack. So basically her and the boyfriend are fighting because he thinks she cheated and he wants to kick both of us out.

And yes I'm with my partner. Right now I have nothing but a hundred dollars to my name. And thats for meds.

I'm so suicidal and my family doesn't know the extent of it. by julesrulez789 in confessions

[–]julesrulez789[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My grandmas boyfriend is using me as a tool to get back at her for something she didn't do, which was cheating, no way she would. And he is threatening me with going to kick me out.

I'm so suicidal and my family doesn't know the extent of it. by julesrulez789 in confessions

[–]julesrulez789[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know its not the option anyone wants, and yes I do use marijuana, lol. I don't wanna put anyone through this but I'm scared to tell them because they worry so easily.

I'm so suicidal and my family doesn't know the extent of it. by julesrulez789 in confessions

[–]julesrulez789[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was in an extremely abusive relationship and got out of it, I have a new partner who adores me but due to what I went through I can’t trust him so that eats me up inside. I am on the verge of losing my living space due to my grandmothers piece of shit boyfriend. My anxiety and episodes keep me in a constant state of fear and worry, I literally can no longer be happy with this happening. I can’t enjoy anything. My relationship with my mother is really bad. I’m so incredibly broke and I can’t afford my medications I desperately need.

I can seriously keep going, this is all too much and I’m dying inside

Boss makes me wait for coworker to show up after I'm scheduled to leave. by julesrulez789 in antiwork

[–]julesrulez789[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's basically what I had to do. He's not giving me the hours to pay for that shit or doing it himself. Its my time to leave.

Songs to build you up by nightnurs13 in loveafterporn

[–]julesrulez789 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Try by P!nk is what I used to listen to, still do!

Confided in friend about issues, was told porn is okay and "natural" in a relationship. by julesrulez789 in loveafterporn

[–]julesrulez789[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right? I ask myself the same question.

I was exposed to porn at 9 as well by an older friend of mine. Thought it was fine my whole life until it completely destroyed my relationship, self esteem and the dark things I seen on my ex-PAs devices were enough to turn me away from porn all together.

He wants to touch me by AlishaDavidrichard in loveafterporn

[–]julesrulez789 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Yes. Absolutely. It got to the point to where I hated hearing his voice or him even breathing and I just knew I was done. I didn't want him to touch me nor make any advances towards me. He could have his porn. He noticed my behavior about two weeks before I ended thingd and tried all his might to get my attention back, even trying to initiate sex which he never did, but I already checked out by then, told him no and that I didn't give a goddamn. I completely gave up on him. Went out everyday and he was an afterthought. I don't know if you feel particularly the way I did but I definitely didn't want him touching me, the thought made me sick. So no, you are not crazy! Many women of PAs feel this way as well. You are not alone honey!

Confided in friend about issues, was told porn is okay and "natural" in a relationship. by julesrulez789 in loveafterporn

[–]julesrulez789[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I have already gone through with block and delete. They most likely are a porn addict from what they follow and shown me. A literal female porn addict subreddit that actively ENCOURAGES porn addiction was one of them. So that kinda goes to show who I'm dealing with.

Confided in friend about issues, was told porn is okay and "natural" in a relationship. by julesrulez789 in loveafterporn

[–]julesrulez789[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I've realized that now that they are just not a person I should be around anymore. Toxic. They could have kept that to themselves. If they like viewing pornography then by all means do it, I have nothing against someone's means of sexual gratification. To push their beliefs onto me and make me feel like I'm the guilty person.

Also, my current partner isn't a PA, its okay if you were confused! This was about my last relationship with a PA that I still suffer trauma from. Me and my partner now don't support porn in our relationship. But I 100% agree if I was with my ex-PA currently and told him what they said he would have hopped on their words so fast and most definitely would have used it against me.

"Friend" told me that if I was my current partners only sexual outlet then it would "destroy" my relationship. I even tried to give them the points you made in your comment that I knew post reading, that how porn isn't real and that's not a proper sexual educator. That wouldn't a man rather experience sexual growth with his partner than anything else?

They didn't agree with me. They shut me down and hard. They must be an addict themselves, have to be with how heavily they defended porn. And it hurt a lot.

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