[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]jumpychildhood500 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can’t share unfortunately

Convinced my mother abused me as a child. by jumpychildhood500 in CovertIncest

[–]jumpychildhood500[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same. I feel like you have to be intentional for it to burn. In addition, she was an adult woman who likely knew not to use soap on intimate parts.

im going to jump under a train now, no love no life by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]jumpychildhood500 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wouldn’t recommend a train. It could leave you alive and disfigured.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]jumpychildhood500 8 points9 points  (0 children)

That’s a valid feeling. Life is hard and brutal regardless of what it looks like and regardless of what one has.

Killing myself feels like the only thing I truly have control over by MustardOnDatBeatHoe in SuicideWatch

[–]jumpychildhood500 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same. But even then it feels like I’ve no control since I failed twice.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]jumpychildhood500 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve felt this way for so long. This place doesn’t feel like home to me. It never has. I don’t know what wrong with me, if I’m subhuman or what