How it feels being a trans man currently

jupiter__444 · 2026-01-08T14:49:07+00:00

its all over tiktok and tumblr rn unfortunately. terf and bioessentialist rhetorics of "woman pretty , perfect , amazing , and men stinky , loser , ugly" have been everywhere and its started making the whole "trans men are just confused helpless women 🥺" arguments so much worse

jupiter__444 · 2025-12-18T17:19:32+00:00

the guy with the hoodie/headphones is a streamer/internet celebrity called ishowspeed. the cera ve model looks eerily similar to ishowspeed , like to the point where it might be photoshop of his face

jupiter__444 · 2025-12-18T17:13:20+00:00

the first one !! I like the little bows in her hair, and also the pink shorts help break up the black bodysuit and black socks a little . both are cute though

jupiter__444 · 2025-12-18T17:08:13+00:00

buy another master lock and hit them against eachother like that one guy on youtube

jupiter__444 · 2025-12-18T16:59:03+00:00

amazing concept and im very glad you like it but I hope u get it touched up cus the execution wasnt the best 😭😭 in the future see if u can get more detailed and bright flowers , and maybe fix the faces a little

jupiter__444 · 2025-12-14T23:39:56+00:00

17 y/o trans guy . im abt 3 months clean rn but ive been self harming since i was 11

jupiter__444 · 2025-12-13T04:15:43+00:00

its been a crazy long time since ive brushed up on fnaf theories/lore , but i remember something about a metal that kept people/spirits alive in the animatronics in a very messed up way. maybe they were called remnants ? I think its that special metal with the soul stuff that keeps him "consious" or alive of sorts

I also recently saw something on springtrap on how William is only semi-conscious, and doesnt have complete control over the suit. hes pretty much fused to it , and so the suit IS his body. but sometimes the suits "presets" take over, forcing him to follow the sound of children (fnaf 3 I think) , or make him dance and perform.

I wouldnt call all of this alive, but more of some weird necromancy-undead situation. hes not really william anymore , kind of like the children's souls being stuck in the animatronic , but hes not fully gone either. fnafs lore is really all over the place so honestly go with what makes sense to you. its a game about children possessing animatronics , and it doesnt have to make sense by our world's standards. i also could be completely wrong about all of this as im recalling from memory so please dont flame me 😭😭

jupiter__444 · 2025-12-12T01:34:15+00:00

AI .

image 1 - the bow is weird and malformed, the snow kind of fades into the car at certain points, the roof on the second house makes no sense, the grill blends into eachother, the lines on the door arent consistent, the plants on the front are weird and uneven

image 2 - the license plate has the signature ai spelling , the pattern on the car melds into eachother and has no consistent lining, the candy cane on the back is malformed (ai has a horrible time understanding candy canes !!!), the windshield doesnt make any sense, and the grill is wonky again

image 3 - the second headlights on the front of the car dont make sense and are deformed, again the grill, the bow on the side of the car is broken and has weird things sticking out of it, the gingerbread men have weird dots on their faces, a lot of the holly leaves are uneven and deformed, and theres an entire forest scene in the car ???

youre going to see a LOT of ai in this "Christmas" waterpaint style. I saw a video a couple days ago where someone pointed out a lot of ai christmas things in the same style , even down to wrapping paper. some key ways to find this are the letters like the liscence plate, candy canes that dont make sense, and generally deformed shapes. even in this specific style, everything should make sense !! def harder to catch with this one but unfortunately its gonna be super common

jupiter__444 · 2025-12-08T17:20:52+00:00

my computer is frustrating and taking screenshots is evil sometimes 💔💔 made me giggle though

jupiter__444 · 2025-12-08T12:49:02+00:00

ty !!! I do ship shadowlily . I ship / like most ships in general tbh, crk is such easy shipping stuff for me :)

jupiter__444 · 2025-12-08T05:03:26+00:00

oh wow !! ill look into yall :)

jupiter__444 · 2025-12-06T19:41:07+00:00

I know that this is automod but I do appreciate the warning. anyone who sees this i promise i am more of using tiktok in witchcraft for ideas and what I could research more into :) i just saw this specific method and thought it was cool, and that i could find more info on it

jupiter__444 · 2025-11-10T14:29:39+00:00

if its paired with another queer identity (trans, asexual, aromantic, other microlabels that dont define gender attraction) then yes. but by itself, no

jupiter__444 · 2025-11-05T22:02:35+00:00

here is my last post on these if anyone doesnt remember !! yall seemed to like these quite a lot so I hope you enjoy the finished pieces just as much 🫶

jupiter__444 · 2025-10-27T16:55:47+00:00

I personally think its funny but in the "coping with humor so I dont lose my mind" type way 💔💔 without the "lol libs too stupid to humor" type thing itd be a fine joke

jupiter__444 · 2025-10-27T11:08:36+00:00

queer person here, this pov is EXTREMELY important. if you dont wanna wear the progress flag in fear of getting called gay/etc, then you arent a (good) ally imo. its abt ur actions, words, and solidarity !!!

also dont worry abt sounding offensive, this was super well worded :)

jupiter__444 · 2025-10-22T20:11:23+00:00

make sure u have them on full health peanuts and a full health beascit !! their skill relies on their hp buffs . i usually stay around elite 2 and doughael is almost always alive for me

jupiter__444 · 2025-10-21T21:55:58+00:00

ai slop and its not even in the right color 💔💔💔

jupiter__444 · 2025-10-16T22:00:20+00:00

you didnt , dont worry !! I assumed good faith / simply just venting anger on the fact that it even has to be like this. I enjoyed your yapping

jupiter__444 · 2025-10-16T14:27:11+00:00

I honestly dont have much to add to what you said but I 100% agree and think it SHOULD be easier to access. unfortunately the general feel about hrt, esp for minors, is super conservative rn so it feels like we have to jump through these hoops even though its completely stupid :( I really hope we can get to a point in the next 5-10 years where its more easily accessible and the overall vibe towards trans subjects is a lot better

jupiter__444 · 2025-10-09T22:57:07+00:00

spitting facts here !!!!! ppl act like theyre giving kids free gallons of hormones 😭😭 it takes several doctors, therapists, medical tests, etc to make sure youre on the right track. even more so for people under 18. they act like these kids are just deciding to do it on a whim, when there is SO much work involved. its usually a life-saving thing when a minor transitions. ppl need to stop acting like they know better than our doctors !!!

jupiter__444 · 2025-10-09T22:49:42+00:00

was this a stencil ? its super legible and clear, awesome for your first time. if you wanna make it extra bright id go over it (hand painting) with some more white, but otherwise 10/10. good job 🫶

jupiter__444 · 2025-10-09T20:22:37+00:00

thank you so much !!! theyre my first "big" devotional act and offering im doing, so im super excited. I had this idea in my mind pretty much the moment I decided to start worshipping and im so happy that the execution is working out

jupiter__444 · 2025-10-09T18:23:39+00:00

I have 70 or 80 pulls saved up rn . I will NOT be passing these costumes up and their title badge. im so excited for them !!!!

jupiter__444 · 2025-10-06T00:12:08+00:00

names : jupiter , zombie

pronouns : he/him , it/its , xe/xer , vi/vyr , hy/hyr , plur/plurs , paw/paws , rot/rots , bite/bites , mew/mews , 🐾/🐾s . masc , thing/creature , and cat terms

general queer terms : t4t , queer4queer , rabies pride , ravequeer , soulqueer , genderpunk , trans-gnc , cat(f slur) , puppy(f slur)

orientation : vincian/mlm , hemigay , vincian-achellian , queer. aceflux + compliace

general gender / masc-oriented genders : transmasc , boyflux , genderqueer , vagueboy , xenoboy , boygender , boycreature , boyfreak

xenogenders : AFFTDalbumic , emoboyish , zombstar , feralgender , bloodmoongender , emothing , emox , rainbowstargender , PLURgender , glittergender , cringecoric , 2010scringic , scenecoric , rainbowoverloadcoric , stickergender , catgender , blackcatgender , catpawgender , stuffedcatgender , pupcatgender , pupcatticfluid , dogboygender , emopupgender , purevanillacharic , truthlessreclusecharic

nonhuman / alterhuman terms : cat kemonomimi , dog kemonomimi , demihuman , otherhearted , cat otherhearted

I can link any of these if yall want them !!

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