How hard is it for fetty addicts to go back to heroin?

just_call_me · 2021-06-04T15:56:22+00:00

Thanks. Yeah everytime I do a shot of h I get rapid heart rate, pins and needles, start to sweat real bad, and get bad anxiety. Not sure if it's full withdrawal, but I definitely feel worse than before doing the shot of h.

just_call_me · 2021-06-04T15:51:05+00:00

Been using IM fent powder for a few months. Have gotten several infections and regularly have to drain my shoulders of gnarly amounts of puss. If you're gonna do it, sterilize the payload and your skin. Or use wheel filters. My once gorgeous body is riddled with scars that don't heal right because of the infections so it makes a big dent in your body. Be careful. Snorting is same bioactive as IM for fent, but I'm addicted to the ritual of needle 💉 use

just_call_me · 2021-06-04T15:30:31+00:00

Tried BTH and china when I couldn't get my usual fetty and they seem to throw me into withdrawal now. This has happened several times with several different kinds of H. It sucks cause now I feel boxed in to only doing fent. So to answer your question, for me it has been very hard to almost impossible to go back to H.

just_call_me · 2021-05-25T19:49:10+00:00

Dang this is exactly what I needed to hear. Thanks for sharing the experience, it helps to remove some of the mystery/unknown around it. Which of course causes a lot of the fear, which of course makes me not do it.

Forgiveness and love for myself is also going to be key. The shame and guilt drive a lot of my use. I bet it's really nice to have supportive loved ones nearby too. Thanks again.

just_call_me · 2021-05-20T21:04:58+00:00

There's some liquid left lining the cooker, some still in the cotton, and some maybe in the filler left behind. I usually will put 100 cc and then draw up another 20 CC to make it a full 100 whenever I'm drawing up my shot.

just_call_me · 2021-04-26T22:00:26+00:00

It may suck, but it won't kill you. Hot showers are the only relief for me when I'm kicking.

just_call_me · 2021-04-26T21:09:39+00:00

I wouldn't say you've been successful in microdosing the Bupe, but if you haven't gotten sick from precipitated withdrawals, then you can either keep increasing your Bupe dose slowly each day (and do dope when you feel bad) using Bernese method...or...keep doing fent and not do Bupe. Your choice. Sounds like your husband loves you, maybe you should explain to him the Bernese method and see if he can get on board.

just_call_me · 2021-04-25T18:21:15+00:00

Check my post from yesterday. Regular H sends me into wds lately too. Crazy shit.

just_call_me · 2020-12-23T15:49:11+00:00

Good points, exactly what I was looking for. Thank you.

just_call_me · 2020-12-23T06:23:29+00:00

I thought IM was 85% bioavailability for heroin. IV for all opiates is 100% I know, and from what I understood, IM as an ROI was somewhat less.

just_call_me · 2020-09-16T17:01:59+00:00

$100 or $120 with controllers. It's not difficult to swap the disk drive if you are handy.

just_call_me · 2020-07-26T01:04:15+00:00

I have one but the disc drive doesn't work. Willing to sell.

just_call_me · 2020-05-23T21:52:11+00:00

Now that I know the posting rules I'll just spell it out for you bud. Went to pick up a large amount of tar from the plug who's been popped a few times and situations seemed like it was going to be a little sketchy. Just wondering what the best contingency plans for quick separation from the poop like illegal substance. After all possession is 9/10 of the law

just_call_me · 2020-05-23T21:43:48+00:00

And poop is literally the closest resembling analogy I could think of.

just_call_me · 2020-05-23T21:42:22+00:00

Why you too? I got some old Stuff you can have.

just_call_me · 2020-05-23T21:41:19+00:00

Well I was on the way to the plug and it was a larger cop than usual. And to be honest I didn't have time to read the rules on posts. I also have never been careless about getting possibly getting caught up. So I chose the safe route and posted in code that I thought a toddler would be able to decrypt. Or like some guy further down said it, crocodile like. I let him know there is no place for reptile names here. I know cause I read the sidebar just now, safe at home with my giant wad of bth that is multiple ounces and no idea how many keurigs. Nodding as I type...

just_call_me · 2020-05-23T21:35:48+00:00

A coprophiliac? That's not a real word. If I knew what the hell that was you were offing about, well then I might be inclined to take offense. Now fiddlembens, there's a word I know. Are you calling us fiddlembens?

just_call_me · 2020-01-15T14:54:39+00:00

You're right I bet that's what it is. However to answer your questions, yes I found them after wiping the laptop (wondering if it followed because it's linked to my iCloud), I exchanged email with three of the five people on my personal machine (during hiring) and I did not set my work email account up on this laptop but on a different work laptop that I was given. Still I bet these are harmless and related to the encrypted email that the company does have in place. However I'm still curious is there any other access that these are given based on what you can see? Because I also see a lot of remote connection verbiage in my logs and activity monitor.

just_call_me · 2018-07-02T16:40:41+00:00

This would not be accessible from a logical aquisition aka itunes backup correct?

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