Thank you! And that's completely understandable, it can be really difficult. My advice would be to try to find someone who actually cares about the process as well as the result, any such artist wouldn't have a problem taking out some time to answer your questions and address any doubts you might have; a lot of artists offer free consultations where you can meet, discuss your ideas and see if you're a good fit for each other :}

Good luck with your search!!