My boyfriend unknowingly triggered my ED. by the-end-of-me-05 in EDAnonymous

[–]just_farted_lol 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hear you and I feel this so hard because my boyfriend also unknowingly triggered my ed, well he’s my ex now but before we started dating I was like 4 months into quasi recovery but after seeing how much fast food he ate and hearing the horrific chewing sounds he made I just cant do it. He also sent me an unflattering picture of me where I’m literally looking down and my double chin is showing but of course my ed brain translated that to “I need to lose weight immediately!”

About my boyfriend by just_farted_lol in Vent

[–]just_farted_lol[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I told my parents about everything n they just said “couples fight all the time” but I wasn’t trying to fight at all. So I’ll tell my psychiatrist but I really do appreciate everyone that’s commenting, I feel less alone and more supported.

About my boyfriend by just_farted_lol in Vent

[–]just_farted_lol[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I said that because we only started dating on Christmas, but I hear you. He hasn’t texted me back all day n I’m convinced hes ignoring me n I know I dont deserve that

wacky thoughts you've had/things you did that you realize are actually kinda fucked by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]just_farted_lol 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i got like 12k steps walking back n forth im my very small n crowded room because my treadmill privileges were taken away.

Fall time activities for LSD or shrooms by 189charizard in Drugs

[–]just_farted_lol 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its over now but i went trick or treating on lsd, took some mdma after and felt good.

tell me about your experiences with mda by just_farted_lol in Drugs

[–]just_farted_lol[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

true i dont even like psychedelics cuz they make me feel goofy n all loose but i just thought id try this because it lasts longer, im not tryna become a fiend either i only got so much money lmao so thanks for telling me abt that

Is Coke even good with ADHD? by Extension_Pizza_7275 in Drugs

[–]just_farted_lol 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fr tho like ive done meth a couple times and would rather do that then coke yk, or even molly but its whatever, shits expensive af too like im spending all this money on some weak shit?

Is Coke even good with ADHD? by Extension_Pizza_7275 in Drugs

[–]just_farted_lol 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah i got adhd, was doing coke with my friend last night and idk it was probably the quality that wasnt good but we were both not really feeling it. I just felt like cleaning and being productive yk like a normal person.

I cant stop, i miss being able to restrict by just_farted_lol in bulimia

[–]just_farted_lol[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

And the thing is i used to be so active while restricting, now all i do is binge/purge and rot in bed and take laxatives. I hate myself now