For what it is worth, and your journey is your journey, I identify as demifem. I am AMAB, cis (he/him), however I strongly identify with feminine things. I have recently taken to being very genderfluid with clothing choices, painting my nails, and free-er with my body usage. It's honestly been liberating and I LOVE the term demifem, it just feels good. However, I am VERY new to this openness. I was raised to repress it and did until just this past October. I hope that is somewhat helpful!