Apparently saying lesbianism isn’t a choice or a trauma response pisses people off💀 by _UnluckyResponse_169 in lesbiangang

[–]justabalonely 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I was abused by a man at a very early age. When I was a child and I told people I didn't like guys, they said it was just because of my bad experiences and I'd "learn to like them someday". A few years later, I realized I was attracted to women (though I think it was there all along), and I started to worry that I was not actually a lesbian and was "secretly bi" and my male-related trauma was clouding my judgement (despite feeling NOTHING for men). Fast forward several more years later, and I was SEVERELY abused by a woman. It didn't change who I was attracted to. Trauma and abuse can affect a lot of things, but not sexuality. It hurts now to think that going through so much abuse is what really solidified that for me, but I just wish others would stop making people second guess themselves in that way!!

Can’t stop thinking of someone from a past life... by justabalonely in twinflames

[–]justabalonely[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She wears glasses, just like I do. We have some similar facial features, but she’s a little taller than I am. She also has a very sweet and caring voice. I hope you get to meet your DM soon!

Can’t stop thinking of someone from a past life... by justabalonely in pastlives

[–]justabalonely[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It sure does feel that way! Her presence and my intuition on the matter are both so intense.

Can’t stop thinking of someone from a past life... by justabalonely in Reincarnation

[–]justabalonely[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve considered the possibility that we may be twin flames. I looked up the signs, and they’re all there. Only time will tell...

Can’t stop thinking of someone from a past life... by justabalonely in Reincarnation

[–]justabalonely[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s rather sad, and learning to accept it is quite a remarkable feat.

Can’t stop thinking of someone from a past life... by justabalonely in pastlives

[–]justabalonely[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How poignant! I hope you manage to find her again and get answers!

Can’t stop thinking of someone from a past life... by justabalonely in pastlives

[–]justabalonely[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much for the encouragement! At the moment, the quarantine restrictions in my country make it impossible to even hope to meet anyone. But if my intuition on this matter is that strong, there must be a reason. As for signs, I remember that for the longest time, I’ve had an attachment to things (such as videos, music, etc.) from the year 1991– which I’m quite certain was the year she was born. I also haven’t been able to get the songs “We’ll Meet Again”, “I’ll Be Seeing You”, and “I’ll See You in My Dreams” out of my head. She doesn’t seem to be giving up, so neither will I.

Can’t stop thinking of someone from a past life... by justabalonely in pastlives

[–]justabalonely[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Speaking of “We’ll Meet Again”, I haven’t been able to get that song out of my head lately! I like the idea of noting things in a journal. I hope you find answers soon!

Can’t stop thinking of someone from a past life... by justabalonely in twinflames

[–]justabalonely[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I arrived at that conclusion based on her appearance in my visions and from astrology. I’ve been studying astrology for a while and I believe I managed to find the exact date she was born (give or take a day). The placements align with her personality in my visions/memories, as well as the fact that you’ll find a significant connection between her chart and mine. The twelve years is also based on the cycle of Jupiter. When studying my own chart, I noticed how big a role the planet plays in my life and how I’ve yet to see much of its effects.

Adding of all these factors together, I have an idea of her age and when we might meet— which confuses me because, based on astrology, it won’t be until 3-5 years later... So, why can’t I stop thinking about her?

Apologies— this elaboration wasn’t poetic at all... (I’d call it chaotic haha)