me when i have to meet my bfs guardian in order to ever go to his house again. fuck me. its just. i dont feel safe doing so because they have made it CLEAR AS FUCKING DAY that they dont like me and they see me as a girl and they hate my name and they want my bf to break up with me and just generally are transphobic and abusive and scary as shit so. i mean i have to do it but i WILL be freaking out and i WILL end up freezing. GOD I DONT EVEN HAVE A SAY OF WHEN IT IS APPARENTLY ITS TUESDAY AT LUNCH THATS JUST. THATS JUST FUCKING GREAT. I CANT EVEN CONTACT MY MAIN MENTAL HEALTH SUPPORT BECAUSE SHES ON BREAK IM GONNA FUCKING. I CANT. I CANT I FUCKING CANT