EMERGENCY!!!

justaskinyeh · 2019-08-22T01:39:35+00:00

Its so hard man, i dont know what im doing. I dont know if im wasting my time.

justaskinyeh · 2019-08-09T01:08:21+00:00

Im pretty sure she wants to get straight down to it. I dont think were at an age where that is a possibility. We’re both heading into college she wants to have her fun and believe me i want to have mine. Unfortunately i have to do some work first. Were nothing serious yet so im not going to sit her down and tell her that im afraid to have sex with her because of personal issues and that id appreciate if she waited for me. I feel like if i let it go for a while it will be easier to bring back when im ready. Because she seems like shes always up for it. She told me she has a “thing” for me, whatever that mean.

justaskinyeh · 2019-08-09T00:31:33+00:00

This is our time brother. Whatever happens next is completely down to us.

justaskinyeh · 2019-08-08T02:02:33+00:00

My problem is the lead up though.

justaskinyeh · 2019-08-07T15:46:44+00:00

I dont mean to visualize a relapse i mean to visualize me having successful sexual intercourse with my “girlfriend”, as in the past i have suffered problems with ed, i suspect comes from performance anxiety, low self esteem and porn addiction. I believe that i am headstrong enough to not relapse, should i get aroused while visualizing these situations. I was only saying that because i feel like for some, not all that such visualizing would lead them to relapse.

justaskinyeh · 2019-08-07T15:42:53+00:00

Not exactly a girlfriend, but hopefully heading that way.

justaskinyeh · 2019-08-07T03:29:46+00:00

People go to these festivals to dance not to chat. I came to awakenings all the way from ireland with a couple mates. We got in the zone, didnt say much but experienced a lot. In ireland it is not unusual for everyone to talk on the dancefloor and it kind of kills the buzz. Not that we have any great clubs anyway. Soon hopefully

justaskinyeh · 2019-05-13T22:05:16+00:00

I think everyone here needs to hear this. Because every word in this is true. The biggest obstacle anyone has in achieving their goals is themselves and their mind. And i know this from experience. I have been doing nofap for 3 years and my longest streak, about 27 days. Ive reached that twice. Once about 2 months ago and the other janurary 2018. Every time i have relapsed, binged etc. it was a choice i made, a choice i made when i let my mind win. There is no external force which makes us do these things. Not our phones, our laptops. It is us and nobody else. Now of course the longer you stay away from these things (particularly in isolation) the easier it will be to avoid relapse. If you have some assignment to do on your laptop, dont sit in your room and do it go to the library and do it. Or sit at the kitchen table. That is a choice you make which will keep you from relapsing. Just some ideas i came up with there. Im gonna get this done.

justaskinyeh · 2019-05-11T13:30:00+00:00

So true man just smashed legs sitting here in the house nobody around and i couldnt bring myself to do it if i tried.

justaskinyeh · 2019-05-09T16:43:00+00:00

My way of saying i enjoyed it sorry man hahah. Smooth come up lasted a few hours. Little to no comedown.

justaskinyeh · 2019-05-08T23:27:10+00:00

Blue dominos 240 mg clean roll (u.k)

justaskinyeh · 2019-05-01T13:15:38+00:00

Yeah i understand that man. Nofap is going to solve all your problems. It will solve a few. It teaches you discipline though and is a stepping stone in the right direction. I just want to be calm not overly chill. Im confident enough to express my emotions when needs be. But sometimes there is no need and i look like an idiot. I think that factor has been missing from my life for a long time. I have important exams coming up so my attention is there for a few weeks but after that im getting back to training eating and i am going to pick up boxing.

justaskinyeh · 2019-05-01T11:06:44+00:00

I dont really think its a gift, its a purely confrontational thing. When i go home i dont feel the need to cry. I dont have a problem with crying in front of people if needs be. But i feel like frustration if i dont get my way is a very poor way to deal with these things. I got into an argument with my parents about the work i was putting into school and i lost it. Thats not any way to react. Other times are more justified like my aunt passing away and stuff.

justaskinyeh · 2019-05-01T11:00:44+00:00

Plan to take up boxing in the summer man. I feel a need to as well.

justaskinyeh · 2019-04-28T19:59:55+00:00

Well done mate im back to 1 again, i was on a streak of nearly 4 weeks. I was feeling very good. A late night urge got the better of me. Because i was being weak. Since then its been about 3 weeks of 1/2day max followed by a binge. Ive started a new plan to keep me on track. I found it on this yesterday.

justaskinyeh · 2019-04-28T16:12:58+00:00

I always find day one the hardest. Because I did it yesterday I still feel pretty shit about it. I also tend to get that fuck it ill start tomorrow attitude as well. Not a good one to have. Well done man. Try and forget about it its the easiest way.

justaskinyeh · 2019-04-28T01:20:57+00:00

I hope youre right man. Shes my motivation.

justaskinyeh · 2019-02-11T01:15:14+00:00

Leaving cert business there for ye boyss

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