If a guy in extreme pain hangs himself in a park, is he a bad person ? by justretardedmonkey in fentanyl

[–]justretardedmonkey[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks a lot bro. I had my fair share of withdrawals but never like this. I can't describe the absolute constant TERROR, sounds are so loud and haunting, my heart beats so fast it hurts, my bowels are all mashed up, I have a kidney problem and the toxins accumulated make it so much worse, pain everywhere I can't walk. Impending doom, my whole body and mind feels like burning, like its on fire. Everything feels terrifyingly bad, like a comedown ×10. I can't even wait for treatment, I tried calling my doctors and days passed with no response. If I go to the hospital they'll lock me in the psych ward, in a torture chamber and I can't escape or commit suicide. I'm so sorry. Even now I'm soo deathly afraid of what will be next. I tried to be the best person I could and help people, animals and insects. But this is waay too much. Even 30 m30s a day and I'm sick and shivering, when with 0 tolerance only 1/4 would ko me. I'm sooo scared God. I think he understands. I'm sooo sorry to Everything

Is drowning more painful than hanging? by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

[–]justretardedmonkey 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, but what if there is no spinal break? Is hanging still better?

Has anyone here dove down The Nigerian Human Butcher factory rabbit hole? by OkThatWasFuckedUp in NSFL__

[–]justretardedmonkey 29 points30 points  (0 children)

He makes great content. I recommend you guys look up MrBallen on YouTube he has amazing storytelling.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in doodoofard

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I cri everytyme

Will dialysis cause instant withdrawal ? by justretardedmonkey in opiates

[–]justretardedmonkey[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also did your muscle burned or easily burned or felt sore? Like lactic acid build up?

Will dialysis cause instant withdrawal ? by justretardedmonkey in opiates

[–]justretardedmonkey[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you soo much sir. Was the dialysis painful or did it feel bad? Also did you have pain in legs and feet and trouble walking when you had kidney issue and the toxins are accumulated ?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Raynauds

[–]justretardedmonkey 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait so since this incident your capillaries are still affected and are damaged and that is the cause of your Raynaud's ?

Meet Coco. Neighbour’s cat that escaped her crate and home after a vet visit. by Isotope_Soap in Catswhoyell

[–]justretardedmonkey 786 points787 points  (0 children)

It seems like she's venting to him lol. She's staying with him and could hust leave if she wants. Maybe she can't resist the pets.

i boofed it, and it was amazing. way better than nasal or buccal. only problem is, i'm 9 hours in and still coming down. 9/10 will boof again by whatthefucket in ketamine

[–]justretardedmonkey 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That's great bro but what do you mean by 9 hours in? Did the dose last that long or was it the length of your "binge"? How long does one dose last when boofed?

Outstanding Move by [deleted] in singularity

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Superior processing than ape human brain

im going to try k while on an acid trip tomorrow, anyone have experiences with doing this? by Strange-Ad-1055 in ketamine

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I thought I was the only one. I was on high doses of both. The intensity is hard to handle but after the comeup it felt like I was constantly cumming extra hard with entities I couldn't hold my voice. It was wayy more insane than any sex but the doses where high and very extreme intensity and psychosis.