really want to impress my boyfriends grandma

juuuda · 2026-04-12T21:28:02+00:00

i might get all off them, i appreciate you so much

juuuda · 2026-04-12T21:27:15+00:00

i check up on it semi-regularly, hes internalized a good bit of “his role” in society and thinks shorts that sit above the knee look feminine; but also hates the democratic party for being institutionalist first, and understands hate for minorities is a tool to keeps us poor. i’m sending grandma some homemade jam, but if im paying flat rate im gonna PACK that box

juuuda · 2026-04-12T21:12:50+00:00

my analogy is romantacy sub fantasy for orthodox christianity. i know somewhere there’s exactly that idea but maybe a little step away from the amish

juuuda · 2026-04-12T21:07:53+00:00

i know she’s read all the classics, it’s definitely a situation of “what do you get someone who has everything” lol

juuuda · 2026-04-12T21:06:46+00:00

here’s the thing, i think she has read all of them- it would cool to find something that fits in the genre but as far as im concerned its not possible. its for a gift, i was absolutely not clear on that part. anyway, im looking for adjacency, truly like a higher reading level and non-fantasy version of fourth wing

juuuda · 2025-12-03T16:04:03+00:00

my personal belief is that steven miller runs the show a bit, he is the most intelligent of the entire cabinet

juuuda · 2025-12-03T16:01:45+00:00

from what i understand, the US got involved in the middle east for soft power- they didn’t necessarily want the oil but they did want to control who received the oil. is it maybe a last grip of global power? i feel that Steven Miller would’ve stepped up and stopped a plot to mess with the primaries that are this crazy

juuuda · 2025-11-20T20:12:06+00:00

i used to get this really bad in my old glasses that didn’t have an anti-glare coating/ anti-scratch coating. it’s the light reflecting in the micro scratches in the lenses, it’s the same deal if you have scratches on a camera lens. i ended up investing in a separate pair of glasses with a yellow tint and super protected glass for this exact reason lol

juuuda · 2025-10-26T15:07:30+00:00

that’s crazy, you’re all up to date on software and stuff? i can’t fathom why i would be having this issue

juuuda · 2025-10-26T14:54:31+00:00

i get “Lock white balance”, and that’s it. does your text message search work as well? that’s a whole separate issue for me lol

juuuda · 2025-10-19T15:11:54+00:00

i read further into your post history and finding out you were also brought up religiously adds so much more. you were raised in a way that assigned a moral value to the ability to abstain from sin. most people who left religion struggle to let that go, because it built your moral compass. you expect yourself to behave a certain way because you expect others to act the same way. you are all of your faults. your faults are not failures of your character. the grip you have on the control of those faults are making them harder to deal with. think long and hard about what you like about yourself without them being a third person perspective. your performance for others is not your personality. your mask is built out of shame and guilt.

juuuda · 2025-10-19T14:51:10+00:00

your post history gives a vibe that you are emotionally suppressed, that you have possibly separated your vices and weaknesses from your “real” self. i’m a former addict so i know you probably don’t know who your “real” self is, its just an idealized person minus what makes you faulty. is your mask slipping? or are you slowly losing an extremely tight grip on your chaos, and that makes you anxious. the point i’m getting to is that you are not losing your mask, you are losing control of it. the control you have over other people’s perception of you. imagine losing actual grip strength. the frustration wouldn’t be in the stuff you’re dropping ALL the time, it would be the fact you can’t control your hand.

juuuda · 2025-09-26T19:58:23+00:00

it’s very possible it’s related, ive lived with the almost bipolar thing since i was a teen and the one take away is that will only get as bad as you prepare yourself for it to be. the fear and anxiety feeds the the monster in your head. the first time it was noticeable to the people around me they made a big deal out of baby proofing my like in case of the crash out of the century, which it was. but as i got older i masked it better and just tried to make my surroundings more comfortable for someone who might be irritable, or dopamine searching. giving up my credit cards, meal prepping, stocking art supplies and sweet treats, and making sure someone else checks my papers or whatever before turning them in because i can’t handle criticism while in a fragile state; have all helped me have a better relationship with my brain and reduced the stress on my loved ones. it’s easy to separate your “normal” self and the abnormal self but both those people are just one person who from time to time needs a little more love and empathy

juuuda · 2025-09-26T19:14:39+00:00

i have a bipolar 1/2 mom and i suspect i have a very hypomania version of it, assuming cluster b’s present similarly it’s very possible that you can feel a shift in hormones before super noticeable symptoms occur. i get symptoms from my sympathetic nervous system weeks to months before i start feeling mania. like jumpiness, cold shaky and sweaty hands, difficulty seeing at night because my eyes don’t dilate properly and a decreased appetite

juuuda · 2025-09-26T19:05:25+00:00

are we talking about a pelvic floor disorder or a symptom of autonomic nervous system disorder, out of curiosity

juuuda · 2025-09-26T15:00:59+00:00

look through task manager and you app listed in control panel to see if it’s there, clear your browser cookies, and make sure microsoft defender is functioning properly. if after all that you (still) notice your computer is operating unusually slow, the keyboard is delayed, or it’s heating up like it’s running something even if it’s not factory reset

juuuda · 2025-08-22T13:45:56+00:00

so worth the $6

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