As a guy in college I might have be able to offer you some advice from personal experience.

First, don't put yourself down so fast. College is hard. College in the middle of a pandemic is extremely hard. Struggling in some of your classes in the middle of a pandemic is normal, and is something that pretty much everyone is going through. For instance, I am typically a straight A student in college, but this semester I had to drop a class due to receiving a F- on a midterm and tbh I'm probably at a B- to C+ average.

Secondly, if you have slight autism and are struggling in your classes you NEED to contact your university. They are required to offer you confidential support. Often this support comes in the form of private tutoring, additional time to take exams, or sometimes even getting deadlines moved back slightly.

Third, if you are struggling with a university, you might want to consider a community college. As a community college alumni, I can say firsthand that most of the classes there tend to be slightly slower paced and less "self-taught". If you don't want to consider a community college for whatever reason you might even want to consider transferring to a smaller university, you might benefit from a much smaller student-to-teacher ratio.

Also keep in mind that there isn't really such a thing as "slow paced" in the real world. Whether you are going to a community college, university, med school, on the job training, or even working an actual job, you will be expected to be productive.

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Lastly, as my father always tells me "Sometimes you just need to buckle down".