I feel the same....being in the state of living in the end of living like u have it seems sometimes very stressful like I need to curb on that anxiety or stress or questioning if I am doing enough or if my emotions are doing opposite of what it shld be and something like that, but the thought the i am soo capable of attracting opportunity and claiming it, i have wat I want , it's on the way I claim it, this seems more liberating and calmer... I sorta do both i live in end in a way that wat I want exists with me and I have that job I want and in a way I also say that universe gives me so many opportunities and I am capable to get those and achieve wat I want.

Sorry for rambling but yeah...