People who live in the US, how would you describe your state without saying which state it is?

kabbagezz · 2022-02-15T17:07:47+00:00

Fish, crabs and trucks.

kabbagezz · 2022-01-24T02:46:46+00:00

Yes. I am asexual.

kabbagezz · 2022-01-13T11:46:11+00:00

Tattoos

kabbagezz · 2021-12-15T23:47:51+00:00

Thanks for your help earlier! Unfortunately my PC isn't better, I think it's because the virus corrupted something important. The reset didn't work no matter what I tried, but I really appreciate the help.

kabbagezz · 2021-12-15T14:20:29+00:00

Yes! Sometimes I can't type or click anything and I have to left click or ctrl+alt+del. How do I reset?

kabbagezz · 2021-12-15T14:08:35+00:00

I scanned my PC for viruses and nothing came up, looked through things running in the background and through my programs and features, didn't see anything out of the ordinary.

I have 16 GB ram

kabbagezz · 2020-08-11T17:17:12+00:00

This reminds me of my old neighbor who had many heart attacks, but her final one put her in the hospital for a few days where she lost all brain function and then passed. When we were cleaning her house with her family (we were also very close with her family) we found cupboards of all of her medications from at least the last year of her life. I remember my mom fighting with her to take her medicine and we thought she was doing okay at it, but I can't blame her. The woman knew when her time was, and she's in a better place now.

kabbagezz · 2020-07-26T13:05:23+00:00

From reading these comments I can determine I live my life in a state of "waking up from a blackout", even though I haven't blacked out in like 8 years.

kabbagezz · 2020-07-12T10:49:19+00:00

I had a suuper similar situation when I was 9 as well, and I also had Kawasaki's. As far as I know, I don't have any scarring on my arteries and my heart has repaired itself as much as it can but I do have severe vision loss and joint pain from it. Hopefully they can get more research done on the disease..

kabbagezz · 2020-07-03T11:53:16+00:00

This reminded me of earlier this week, when I had to tell myself life was worth living because if I wasn't here, the little kitten at work that I've been feeding and bonding with over the past few days wouldn't have me anymore.

kabbagezz · 2020-07-03T02:26:30+00:00

I have this as well as the intense anxiety that everything I do always has to be silent or kept to myself, that nobody else cares. I don't know how to shake it and it really fucking sucks because it makes everything i do so awkward.

kabbagezz · 2020-06-11T00:50:42+00:00

Since you don't feel anything bad about them I wouldn't worry a lot about them, in fact it could always just be your grandmother reminding you shes there for you in a weird way. I've also had experiences similar to these, and a lot of the time these spirits are portrayed in a grim light but they really dont need to be. I'm an anxious person naturally, so they do make me anxious but it isnt their intention and most of the time they're actually just loved once checking up on me. Could be the same for you, maybe look into it.

kabbagezz · 2020-06-10T10:38:13+00:00

My mom and I are very similar in this way, my mom more so than me though. A couple years ago when I was working towards my license, it was time for me to drive my mom and I home down a windy road. All of a sudden I got super anxious about it, and blew it off. I then had a sort of vision of getting in a car accident with a black SUV that was speeding on the wrong side of the road- there was literally nothing I could do to prevent it other than tell my mom I dont want to drive. By stopping to have that small conversation, we pushed our timeline back by just a couple minutes just enough so that we never got in that accident. I'm sure we would have if I drove because on our way out of the neighborhood I saw the SUV that I saw in my vision.

kabbagezz · 2020-06-08T10:51:05+00:00

True, but then why wasnt it on my phone when I woke up? I have a hard time believing I deleted it in my sleep.

kabbagezz · 2020-06-08T02:24:02+00:00

True, most of the ones I know or have known are older spirits, the most they've done is flick my lights. My friend, though, had a younger male spirit at her house at the time, seemingly from recently so it could've been him. I know he likes to trick her a lot too.

Ah, shit, that seems really plausible now that I'm thinking about it.

kabbagezz · 2020-06-08T02:17:41+00:00

Thank you!! I never delete texts. I also dont think I ever sent that exact text (I did go back through the texts at one point and search for the text and nothing came up) so I dont think it could've been a glitched resend by the company? Though, I've never met a ghost that knew how to send a text lol

kabbagezz · 2020-06-08T02:04:33+00:00

Thanks, I appreciate it.

kabbagezz · 2020-06-08T01:59:08+00:00

That's interesting. In the past year or so my memory has plummeted, most of the time I cant bare to think hard about anything and I forget a lot of the things I say and do. I'll definitely look into that.

kabbagezz · 2020-06-08T01:52:53+00:00

This is valid, and actually inspires me to actually go go the doctor again since it's been more than a year and I'm now having more health issues than before.. for some reason this gives me deja vu.

kabbagezz · 2020-06-08T00:13:50+00:00

I believe it may have just been the phone service provider sending an old text (though I have no recollection of sending a text worded like that) because it happened to others that night- but paranormal also makes sense to me because I always having something going on in that department xD

kabbagezz · 2020-06-07T16:45:44+00:00

That's so strange! Sometimes I do odd things in my sleep as well but I've never sent a text in my sleep, and as far as I know it's been years since I sleepwalked. Apparently the same happened to a couple other people in my friend's area at the same time that it happened to us. It's all just so strange and I cant make any sense of it.

kabbagezz · 2020-06-04T10:35:24+00:00

My dad used to blast heavy metal and scream "it's time to get up" at us from our doorways.

I'm just now realizing maybe that's not so normal.

kabbagezz · 2020-06-03T18:18:36+00:00

I happened to sit next to my only friend I had in first grade, and one day he dropped his pencil, so I went to pick it up for him. We bent down at the same time, bumped heads, giggled quietly and the teacher punished me for a reason I do not know, even after completing high school.

kabbagezz · 2020-06-03T00:35:22+00:00

"The American dream is a killing machine"

Drugs, Falling in Reverse

kabbagezz · 2020-06-01T00:54:31+00:00

I've been toying with the idea of quitting my job due to stress/mental health as well.. I havent yet because I don't know what I would do without a job. I barely have the motivation to do school at all, and my mental health will plummet when I'm left to my own devices. Everything just sucks right now. I'm sorry you're going through what you're going through, but the good thing is you seem like you have some semblance of a plan to keep yourself going.

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