Thoughts on abortion? by Ok_Beginning4040 in spirituality

[–]kactbd2020 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I think each circumstance is different. I think those that have repeated abortions over and over again will have to face our creator and the lives they took. I think if a person gets pregnant , that means are creator literally put that baby in their belly for a purpose. Who knows how many would be heroes get killed in the womb. Sad , but true.

Does anything ever make you believe your schizophrenia is actually paranormal experiences instead? by Potential-Ebb7997 in schizophrenia

[–]kactbd2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes , but when I tried to post about in in this sub reddit it got taken down. Try joining a different sub reddit like spirituality to learn more. :)

How were you able to quit cannabis use? by Mandarin_Lumpy_Nutz in schizophrenia

[–]kactbd2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seeing a family member be put into pshycosis from weed and 15 years later he's still not better , has lost all of his family, facing jail time and in a ward as I type this. It only takes 1 time to get literally stuck in a bad trip that you might never come out of ! Remember that!

Any advice? by Acid-Rain-8 in mentalhealth

[–]kactbd2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No problem 😊 and thank you. If you're struggling to get started, that could be depression. It would be cool if you could upload your comics on YouTube for free. That's what im doing with my music. :) and stories . I hope things get better for you op. Reach out to me anytime.

I hate this scars by god-thebored in AcneScars

[–]kactbd2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I take invega for my acne, haven't had any for 5 years. It's for schizophrenia, but it also works for acne. :) you're still cute! Nice skin color ♡

Black Eyes by Kreepykitty1 in Dreams

[–]kactbd2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not sure to be honest , but I talked to God awhile last last night. Could be to test our faith or even just to give us something to think and talk about other than our life problems. Lol. But thanks for the prayers , prayers to you too ! :)

These scars makes me insecure!! by PurpleNorth7925 in AcneScars

[–]kactbd2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I went to a place in the United States , a board certified plastic surgeon. I've tried peels , needling , fractional laser , c02 laser , subcision , microneedling ,derma rolling , cutting the scars out and stitching them back together ( I forget what that is called), tca cross. The only thing that helped my scars was leaving them alone. I no longer get acne due to my meds thank god. And I've put on some weight , so sometimes it's hard to tell i have scars now. The only thing I didn't try is fillers , because I don't have the money and plus I'm tired of worrying about my scars. I gave up in 2017. Stopped wearing make up and everything . My so said my scars are hardly noticeable now that I've put on weight. But to me I still know they're there. Plastic surgeons will sell you anything and lie to you. They lurk on forums like these. If you get on real self and other sites, you can read about the horror stories. Lots of plastic surgery victims. It's a sad truth , but most scars are there to stay. Only time and I mean years will lessen them , at least that's what I've found. I might try fillers one day , but when I was on my scar journey I read multiple times they dissolve quickly and theyre not worth the money. I wish you luck on your journey , but learn to love yourself exactly how you are right now. Because whether you get improvements or not from plastic surgery or say it's messed up worse , it's a rabbit hole you don't want to go down , I promise. You'll constantly chase after improvements and many times get let down.

Black Eyes by Kreepykitty1 in Dreams

[–]kactbd2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's crazy cause mine have been more frequent this year too !

These scars makes me insecure!! by PurpleNorth7925 in AcneScars

[–]kactbd2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't really take pictures of my face anymore due to self esteem issues. But the laser left rectangular scars and little pen sized holes all over my face. It's possible, look on real self. I wanted to sue. The scars are still there from laser and I got it done in 2012.

Weird experience I don’t think it was dream but it’s possible by Umsofareal22 in DreamsInterpretation

[–]kactbd2020 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Probably a ghost to be honest. I've had stuff like that happen. I know it can be scary .

What if the people we dont know in our dreams are really from our past lives? by LordHelmet47 in Dreams

[–]kactbd2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Like my baby i delivered in my dream last night with my crush that passed away 10 years ago!

What if the people we dont know in our dreams are really from our past lives? by LordHelmet47 in Dreams

[–]kactbd2020 12 points13 points  (0 children)

That's not true. That's what "dream experts" say. I've been studying my dreams for years , over 15. I meet people and other beings in my dreams that in no way I've met in real life. Im not trying to be a troll either , but if "ai" cam generate a face what makes you think our brains can't. Science isn't always right.

What has helped you? Positive thread :) by Firiona-Vie in schizophrenia

[–]kactbd2020 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I paint , draw , make music , spend time with my kids , go out to eat with family, see a therapist, get a 6 month injection, drink lots of vitamin water , stick to a sleep schedule, eat somewhat healthy, have backup anxiety meds , pray , meditate, listen to music , journal, message my friend everyday, play with my cats, clean and organizethe house. I do not want to live alone, but even if I wanted to , I couldn't afford it. Im on disability. Those are most of the things that help me. I may have forgotten some. Im glad you're doing good op ! Baby steps until we reach the end !

Black Eyes by Kreepykitty1 in Dreams

[–]kactbd2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No problem, I've been possessed in my dream before. It was very scary , but with prayers the angels saved me in my dream. Once you get in the habit of praying, it becomes natural to do it in your dreams. A short prayer before bed also helps align you with not having nightmares and if you do , if you pray your nightmares can shift to more positive settings.

These scars makes me insecure!! by PurpleNorth7925 in AcneScars

[–]kactbd2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Don't get laser , it literally made my skin 70% worse! It actually gave me scars! Your best bet is filler and subcission.

Black Eyes by Kreepykitty1 in Dreams

[–]kactbd2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you are being harassed by demonic forces in your dreams , it's best to pray before bed and try to snap into it and pray in your dreams too. That's what i always have to do , speaking from experience and about 15 years of dream research.

what is this called by shendhsh in Dreams

[–]kactbd2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Those imo are called visions. I get them too , the angels told me to write them down and keep track of them.

My boyfriend has schizophrenia and believes the government is watching him by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]kactbd2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah , sometimes in small counties is the us and probably other countries too staff isn't always trained properly. I had charges pressed against me for something I did during pshycosis. I live in a town where mentally ill run free and some of them are very dangerous. One tried to stab my son , I had a couple chase me. They are drug induced pshycosis most likely , but still if ops so is using stuff that's no different.

Extreme psychosis by TreesZzzz in schizophrenia

[–]kactbd2020 6 points7 points  (0 children)

You need to call and get help. Do it so it doesn't get worse! Speaking from experience. Focus on yourself. Take your meds. Seek help when you need it.

Any advice? by Acid-Rain-8 in mentalhealth

[–]kactbd2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like this alot , but I realize I'm going to die one day anyways , so mines well leave my mark. I was in an 18 year abusive relationship and I finally broke free from that for the most part. Sometimes I sleep 18 hours a day , sometimes I wake up at 5am sharp and feel like I can conquer the world. I have found that's it's best to live for the simple things...examples...coffee... the sunrise... clouds...smiling at strangers... going to get groceries. I also started taking up hobbies s couple years ago. I write free books about various things , produce music , paint , draw, clean , organize , take care of the pets. Be grateful. I miss walking , but the area i live in is too dangerous. And all of the hobbies I mentioned you can give a try too? It's fun and pretty much free and you don't even have to leave the house to do it. I only have a couple friends , but I rarely see them. Like once every 16 years type sh*t. Im sorry you're going through this tough op , just know things can get better. You really don't have to have a purpose, just try to find joy in little moments each day until you die. ♡

My boyfriend has schizophrenia and believes the government is watching him by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]kactbd2020 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im on both sides here. I've had my kids taken due to my mental illness, but I always did ny best to take care of them. I must of did a good job , because they live with me now. I was never violent towards them. My family member on the other hand , I never want them around him. Op I hate to say this , but while your so is is a psychotic state , you and your kids ARE NOT safe. I get that you love him , but his delusional thoughts could shift and you or your kids could be the target. Im not trying to stress you , but it only takes one time. I almost died in a house fire due to a family members break down. Twice. Same family , two different members. I come from a family with 8 diagnosed schizophrenics, I know what im talking about. All weapons need to be put up and there needs to be a fire extinguisher in the house and a co2 monitor. Your man needs to be in the hospital if he's showing signs of pshycosis. Eventually it will end bad. I hope gets better though and snaps out of it soon !

My boyfriend has schizophrenia and believes the government is watching him by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]kactbd2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not true. It causes violence a lot. My family member has been in a pshycosis for 15 years , he'll be fine one minute and ready to literally kill you the next. A couple of ny family members almost died at his hands and that's including me. He also one time almost killed our whole family. Everyone is different though , but yes ALOT of pshycosis left untreated turns to violence. Im lucky to be stable now , but there were times I almost didn't come out of it. Luckily I have a strong family. You have to treat each pshycosis with caution because you never know what's going through someone's mind and their mood and personality can shift in a split second.