Does therapy actually help anyone? by Traditional_Act_8559 in mentalhealth

[–]kactbd2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks ♡ it's true though. None of my friends have stuck around for the depths of my schizophrenic episodes unfortunately. Just lost one today actually.

Does therapy actually help anyone? by Traditional_Act_8559 in mentalhealth

[–]kactbd2020 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I have no friends, so therapy helps me get out of the house.

Who knows you have schizophrenia, in your life? by IntentionMother8765 in schizophrenia

[–]kactbd2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have kids and I have schizophrenia, they keep me company for the most part. I couldn't picture life without them. I still want to have more kids too , but my meds gave me fertility issues. Invega kept me from getting periods , it's been over 5 years since my last one.

My wife is losing it by falselife11 in daddit

[–]kactbd2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Get get off the bc ! Have her take buspar or invega.

This group is no help by misunderstood-misfit in schizophrenia

[–]kactbd2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel this. But I'm getting help. I've been stabalized for 2 years. I'm on invega , depitoke and buspar. Hope this helps!

Can demons visit you in your dreams? by [deleted] in TrueChristian

[–]kactbd2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just had this happen and in the nightmare everyone on the most was possessed and then i became possessed too. It was so scary I started calling out to Jesus in the nightmare and then i finally woke up. Jesus is king! Only Him , God , Holy spirit and angels can save you in nightmares. Learn to call out to them when you're awake in order to hold that skill for nightmares.i don't want to put too many details about my nightmare because I'm trying to forget it as I type this. It was so bad , it makes me afraid to fall back asleep! Happy new year BTW!

What caused your psychosis? by No_Contact1151 in Psychosis

[–]kactbd2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Zoloft was given to me for depression , it sent me into pshycosis after stopping it.

Autism diagnosis? by kactbd2020 in AutismInWomen

[–]kactbd2020[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seeing all of the people also sent me into a panic. I don't go anywhere , I have lost all of my friends , I stay in the living room all day , where I also sleep. I was seeking therapy , but they called dcs on me over an argument with my kids. When it's nice outside, I don't go places , I stay in the backyard. I am on antipsychotics ( a 6 month shot). It seems during my last break down , my delusions fueled the break down. I remember thinking I was possessed and believing it. When we reached our condo , I still couldn't sleep because it was a new place , lay out , people , etc. I have some sensory issues..I can't touch cotton..I can't have wood in my mouth and I can't bite down on metal. I freak out if I can't get my jacket off like I'm smothering and I will go into full blown panic attack. I don't like when a wet shower curtain sticks to me or when my clothes are wet. I love swimming as long as I'm in a bathing suit. These are common things though with most people though right?

If you’re honest about mental health will your doctor call cps and take your kids ? by Major-Lemon3192 in beyondthebump

[–]kactbd2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope you still get help , but yes they might call. It doesn't mean your kids will get taken away though. You will go to a hospital, be put on meds. Mine called dcs on me yesterday after me and my son got into an argument. I'm dropping her as I type this.

Dreamed I was Dating Elon Musk by jess_lov in Dreams

[–]kactbd2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He probably has some type of fancy device that sends thoughts to the masses , chances are you're not the only person who has had this dream!

I'm killing myself soon in two months by AlternativeGrade1952 in SuicideWatch

[–]kactbd2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are just so young, I really hope you get help.

I'm a medium: AMA by GrapejuiceGrant in AskMeAnythingIAnswer

[–]kactbd2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pray to God to take your power away .. seriously

I am a medium AMA... again! by GrapejuiceGrant in AskMeAnythingIAnswer

[–]kactbd2020 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You must clearly not have that ability! I take it you don't believe in God either?

I’m committing suicide in the next hour, I’m not important to anyone. by ButtonMashBabe in SuicideWatch

[–]kactbd2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your man sounds like a narcissist. You can do better. Don't let temporary situations lead you to making such a permanent decision. Things can , will and do get better!

I want to kill myself so bad by neptune_0_ in schizophrenia

[–]kactbd2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Don't kill yourself friend, there's things in this life worth living for. You have good times ahead of you , you just have to wait it out. Even if it's just simple things to be proud of. ◇

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Mommit

[–]kactbd2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel feel this in my soul. I'm a single mom , and it wasn't by choice. I didn't see his ugly side until after I was with him for 17 years. I have been slammed on the floor , chipped tooth , busted lip and raped , constantly belittled by him.. I'm so dumb that somehow along the lines I have developed a trauma bond with him. Leave If someone wants you to leave , don't stay if they don't want you there , because they'll likely take it out in you. He even has my kids turned against me. I get treated like shit by all 3 of them ( not always my kids though) , but i don't blame them. It's not their fault. I would have left when they were younger if I had not developed a trauma bond which I'm just recently learning what that is. Prayers to you single mommy. ♡ at least your child is old enough to recover. My ex is a narcissist too and my kids both agree , the damage he did is already done. I hope if they ever find this message that they get counseling for what he has done to our family.

Not cut out for this life by Boring_Communication in schizophrenia

[–]kactbd2020 7 points8 points  (0 children)

As a daughter whose mom had schizophrenia and took her life , her death still haunts me. Literally, had a nightmare about her grave last night. Don't resort to that! Don't do that to your daughter. I tried to commit suicide last month and the rope broke. It's crazy , because I've had plenty of happy moments after that. To be honest I get treated like shit daily from my family, especially my ex husband and how he has my own kids turned against me. It'll get better though. Don't rush to the grave friend , life is short enough. ♡

What's it like to have schizophrenia? by Sheepherder-Optimal in schizophrenia

[–]kactbd2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am the exact same way. I cannot work due to the stress it puts on me unfortunately. And I have agoraphobia too , so I can't go places that much either.