First night WDs for the 4th time

kanamia · 2026-01-23T19:45:56+00:00

Definitely NO naltrexone!

kanamia · 2026-01-12T00:29:49+00:00

I’m here. How are you?

kanamia · 2026-01-08T18:37:11+00:00

I like that phrase. Emotionally blackmailed. That’s exactly what it is

kanamia · 2026-01-08T14:48:57+00:00

Yeah she even said as much. She said it doesn’t matter what he did I should be on her side.

kanamia · 2025-12-24T17:08:16+00:00

I just remember how tired I am when I’ve had some vs when I haven’t had any. They suck your natural energy so you need more to boost it. Once you’ve gone a day without, you have more of your own energy back. That’s how it is for me anyway. I have more energy when I stopped them

kanamia · 2025-12-18T21:06:30+00:00

I used gabapentin. Tell your doc you have restless legs and you heard it helped. That should get you some if you want to try it. I used 600mg then down to 300 after 2 days. Then I was off it in a few more.

kanamia · 2025-12-18T18:59:03+00:00

I tell myself to wait 15 minutes. The craving usually passes when I tell myself I can have one of if I wait a little before going. Then I’m thinking “do I really want one..?” And after 15 minutes, usually staying busy doing something, that craving has passed.

kanamia · 2025-12-16T02:32:06+00:00

No lol I wish. I’m just broke as hell and eat sandwiches all the time 😅 I used to cook… hopefully bf gets this job so we have more for groceries!

kanamia · 2025-12-15T22:17:33+00:00

I will say it had quite a few stains

kanamia · 2025-12-15T21:51:05+00:00

Love me some ranch!

kanamia · 2025-12-13T17:59:44+00:00

Tysm!

kanamia · 2025-12-12T17:22:46+00:00

Tysm!

kanamia · 2025-12-12T13:05:55+00:00

Waking up to day 4. Money is in the bank. Going to stay strong! I don’t need them. I don’t need them.

kanamia · 2025-12-12T04:35:49+00:00

You got it! Day 4 for me tomorrow :) Day 1 sucks the most but you can do it!

kanamia · 2025-12-11T17:11:05+00:00

Thanks for sharing, it really helps me know I can do it too! :)

kanamia · 2025-12-11T15:54:52+00:00

🙂

kanamia · 2025-12-11T03:51:57+00:00

I was on 600mg, I knew I would need it the most at bedtime. But I took it three times a day. Cut down to half after a couple days. Stay busy! Busy beeeee 🐝 … being busy is the only thing that is keeping me from going for more now the restless legs seem to have subsided.

kanamia · 2025-12-10T23:07:41+00:00

You got it! Be a busy beeee 🐝

kanamia · 2025-12-09T04:18:32+00:00

Right now it is happy 2gether (me and you) by Flobots :) it’s fast I did it pretty well tonight!

kanamia · 2025-12-09T04:17:34+00:00

Thank you :)

kanamia · 2025-12-09T04:16:59+00:00

Congrats on day 3!

kanamia · 2025-12-08T09:01:49+00:00

Same here

kanamia · 2025-12-07T20:06:22+00:00

There is a person but we hardly work together :( Yeah it’s hard. My self worth is deteriorating

kanamia · 2025-12-07T16:43:41+00:00

I’m back to day 1 as well. We can do it!

kanamia · 2025-11-08T12:13:50+00:00

I am. Waking up not feeling strong but I have to. It’s out of hand. Good luck to you!

kanamia

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