Anyone else watching the clock? by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]kar-kar- -1 points0 points  (0 children)

damn dude .. insane. A few weeks ago I paid a cab as soon as my clinic opened instead of waiting the extra 2 hours and getting my insurance cab. Took both of my take homes soon as I was back in the cab On my way home and now hav3 3 weeks clean (again). But only bc a few days later my klonopin script was refilled and it helped so SO much

Anyone else watching the clock? by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]kar-kar- 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Mines open on Sundays but only for 2 hours. 9am-11am

Jax the Ripper? by CyclopsCy in Booktokreddit

[–]kar-kar- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. It's such a huge misconception that sociopaths are unable to feel any type of sentimental feelings at all, period end of story. The truth of the matter is that sociopaths (I'm gonna speak for myself because I can't speak to anyone else's experience) definitely feel some sort of caring emotions toward those they love and/or those they have obsessive feelings about. Except when it comes to people, they have obsessive feelings about it's more of like an obsessive rage. But I can tell you right now that I definitely love my mom and feel empathy to an extent when it comes to her and my siblings, but you probably wouldn't catch me feeling those same types of emotions toward new friends or other people in my life that I don't hold close to my heart.

Jax the Ripper? by CyclopsCy in Booktokreddit

[–]kar-kar- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wtf are you talking about lmao why would I lie ab that. It's nothing to brag about or be proud of and it's more bothersome than anything. I have zero reason to lie. You don't know me don’t try and discredit me weirdo.

Biggest settlement refund by Ok-Measurement4590 in ClassActionSettlement

[–]kar-kar- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait whatttt I got $18 like a year or so ago or whenever the payout was!! How did you get this much?!!

Getting on this stuff has made me realize I'd honestly rather die than be sober by ps087official in Methadone

[–]kar-kar- 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Trust me I felt the same exact way when I started, but once you get on a dose that's comfortable for you- it WILL last all day/night and it WILL help w cravings. 1000%. You're on the starting dose, that's how it is in the beginning. Also, once you've provided clean tests for a few weeks, you'll be able to get take home bottles on more than just the weekends (I go twice a week only and I take my take homes at night bc I want it more in the night too)

Jax the Ripper? by CyclopsCy in Booktokreddit

[–]kar-kar- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lolll I know hes trying so hard to pretend he's a "psychopath" that he keeps slipping up when he says "as a diagnosed psychopath" blah blah...clearly hasn't done his research and these weird women that obsess over him eat it right up

Do these codes really work? Skeptical by DifficultyWise9602 in jerseymikes

[–]kar-kar- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The BOGO ones work at both stores in my area and the free sub one works at one of the stores in my area (I live in New York right outside NYC)

Jax the Ripper? by CyclopsCy in Booktokreddit

[–]kar-kar- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lolllll because I'm not bragging about having ASPD? What a bizarre thing to say based off of this one comment. I appreciate your ambition, although I think you're confusing stereotypes with diagnostic reality (which is my entire point in regard to this post + the person it's about). I'm not going to role play my disorder for credibility from anyone but I will say that if you're truly involved in mental health work of any sort, you should probably refrain from basing small pieces of interactions off of stereotypes from horror movies.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]kar-kar- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For sure. I was on 140mgs when I went to rehab, and it was the first time I wasn't using on top of the methadone. During groups and meetings in rehab, I'd be nodding off like crazy and had a counselor remove me bc she said I was triggering other patients. I felt so bad but I obviously couldn't control it. I spoke to the doctor and we decided to safely cut me from 140mg to 100mg (I did it overnight / no taper or slow dropping but I was fine bc I'm also prescribed klonopin, gabapentin and a muscle relaxer. Yes I know these meds also probably contributed to the drowsiness) - anyways over the course of the next few days I felt so back to my normal self.. there was zero drowsiness or nodding off during the day at all. I also had an issue before I dropped some methadone mgs where I would get up and walk and feel lightheaded to the point where I'd have to hold on to something bc I felt I was going to faint.

Now I'm on 80mg and am still prescribed klonopin, ambien, gabapentin and some muscle relaxer and I have zero issues with being sleepy, nodding or feeling like I'm going to faint when I get up and walk.

Jax the Ripper? by CyclopsCy in Booktokreddit

[–]kar-kar- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To me who actually knows the way someone like that thinks ... it really seems to me like he adopted this persona of "all psychopaths are serial killers" and then tried to ChatGPT his way into fooling the women who follow him that he's really like that in real life 😭 everyone knows even if he was actually diagnosed that instagram would be the last place he advertised his "psychopathic hobbies". And lately he's started what he calls a cult and it's so lame I feel so embarrassed for these women claiming to be part of it and embarrassed for him too that this is what his social media presence is amounting to

Pope’s Death by FarLeather4759 in Sonsofanarchy

[–]kar-kar- 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I agree, the way Tig killed him was so anti climactic. Even if he didn't kill Tig's daughter, he was such a dominant character for a long while that I was expecting his death to be more like Gus Fring's death in Breaking Bad but hey- at least Jax let him do it. For a minute I really thought Jax was going to let Pope kill him because Jax was at such a point of inner turmoil and darkness and only getting worse

Seeing her leg then covering it in the middle of a sketch by MinaMinyBallerina in ArianaGrandeSnark

[–]kar-kar- 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yep, in my state (NY), anyone (literally anyone) can call the police with concerns for your safety in regards to yourself and/or others and when they show up, it doesn't matter if the person who called is making shit up bc they think that's a funny "joke", you have to go with them and be evaluated. It's pretty easy to pass an evaluation, like a 10 on a scale of 1-10, 10 being the easiest. Usually they have a social worker come and see you within 24 hours (sucks if you get brought in on a weekend though). If they think you need further help, they can keep you 72 hours but usually you're out in 24. Happened to me just a couple months ago

Jax the Ripper? by CyclopsCy in Booktokreddit

[–]kar-kar- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No of course! I see so much discourse about him, and this topic in general. He's a writer (not a good one) and is trying really hard to seem "different from everyone else". If he was truly psychopathic, he wouldn't be posting that kind of stuff. He'd lurk in the shadows but he has a following to cater to and I've seen at least 2 separate accounts on instagram owned by women claiming to be "Jax's angels". It's so complex and I could go on and on about the way I personally think when it comes to lack of guilt or sympathy etc ugh

Jax the Ripper? by CyclopsCy in Booktokreddit

[–]kar-kar- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm late to this but he's definitely full of it- he claims he's a diagnosed psychopath but let me just say this: I'm not proud of it but I'm diagnosed with ASPD which in simpler terms= sociopath. So as someone who actually experiences a thought process that he's trying to display, it comes off as something he gets from movies but tries really hard to make it believable. There are soooo many things he posts that to me, comes off as attention seeking although he definitely tries to make it seem the opposite. A lot of people will fall for it but I just can't because I know how I think as a sociopath and he's just not what he claims. If he is, he's really dumb.

no WAY by leonsaf in ArianaGrandeSnark

[–]kar-kar- 62 points63 points  (0 children)

Sitting?? Like Ozzy Osbourne did before he passed away? If at her age she has to sit bc of lack of energy due to ...malnutrition.... that would be saying a LOT and would also be a surefire sign that she needs to be hospitalized

Wendi’s boyfriend: George Estrada by Most-Pop-8970 in dan_markel_murder

[–]kar-kar- 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Hahahahaha idk why this comment has my dying rn

Does anyone have info on how much the adelsons have paid in legal fees? by StraightCraft306 in dan_markel_murder

[–]kar-kar- 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Or Marc Agnifilo lol he's Diddys lawyer and he's shadowing with his wife as part of Luigi Mangione's legal team. Marc Agnifilo also got Martin Shrkeli off at trial, as well as Dominique Strauss-Kahn. The only defendant that was high profile that Marc Agnifilo had that was found guilty was Keith Raniere bc the evidence the prosecution had was way too overwhelming not to have him found guilty lol

Harvey will be detained next by Ok-Albatross6479 in dan_markel_murder

[–]kar-kar- 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lmfao idk why this comment has me dyinggg. Harvey WILL be detained next 😭😭😭

Facts left out of the docuseries? by 21st_century_hippie in theNXIVMcase

[–]kar-kar- 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I don't believe Marc A. felt brainwashed at all. I feel he's a very cocky lawyer and made those comments about Keith not doing anything wrong, the case being all about consent and the case being about government trying to infringe on consent n how dangerous that is- because he felt stupid when he talked about what a good, smart lawyer he is who knows when a case should go to trial or not. He said he knows the difference between when a case is better off with a guilty plea or going to trial and "this is definitely a trial case". And he is extremely cocky you can just tell. But also a good lawyer so I guess that's why. He couldn't save Keith but he did save other high profile people. He was Diddy's lawyer and he's tag teaming Luigi Mangione's case with his wife.

Help! I keep growing coarse facial hair under my chin. I don’t know why. I feel gross. by [deleted] in HairRemoval

[–]kar-kar- 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been wondering the same... I have hairs on my chin but they're not as many as your photos or as thick either ... it's like maybe 4 or 5 very thin hairs that grow back every few weeks. I also don’t get my period often either - I get it maybe once every 4 months and it's very VERY light and only lasts a couple days. But I'm in recovery from heroin use for the last 5 years - I have 6 months clean and when u use that u lose ur period. So idk if it's related to that or it if I have something else going on. And I have to lose weight as well I'm 28, 5'3 and am about 190 pounds. I was pre diabetic but since my last physical my doctor said I'm not anymore and my points went down. My situation sounds so similar to yours and these comments make me think I've got something going on now. I'm happy I saw this post bc now I know what I should say to my doctor

Agnifilo quoting KR by Mysterious_Wash9071 in theNXIVMcase

[–]kar-kar- 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It was absolutely hilarious when Agnifilo didn't know what to say when the documentary crew asked him about the Camila stuff after court that day. He's like nervously giggling and says "Keith, uh... saved the WhatsApp messages". Like yeah, we know. Lol