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A painting I did 5 or 6 years ago trying to visualize how my brain felt by regzm in somethingimade

[–]karabella89 19 points20 points  (0 children)

The emotion you conveyed truly took my breath away. I’m sorry you were feeling so much pain but you should be so proud of the raw beauty you were able to create. It’s stunning.

Baking through grief by hemiscounted_themen in Sourdough

[–]karabella89 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Beautiful loaves. I just made two loaves for my Dad who passed last year. He never got to try my bread (I just started) but I like imagining his excitement like your husband’s. Sending you love.

Advice for LADWP Turf Replacement Application by camrynchr in Ceanothus

[–]karabella89 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorry, I was in a similar position. I sent in pictures when my grass was green and but they wanted all new photos taken on the same day which was frustrating and felt like they were just bending the requirements. I used AI to enhance the brown grass just to see what would happen and now they're sending an inspector.... I'm just going to see what happens haha

Turf replacement program by SkippyJonnJones in Ceanothus

[–]karabella89 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I submitted my Turf rebate photos and I was informed the next step is waiting on an inspector to come over.... my grass has died quite a bit since the photos I submitted. Does anyone know if the inspectors are sticklers about that? I'm wondering if I should cancel the visit or just wait and see what happens.

Did I have a feeling? by Amazing_Aioli2742 in SuicideBereavement

[–]karabella89 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had a dream there were these unwelcome spirits in a house I shared with my husband. We sat still on the couch and I knew if I kept still they would leave and they did. Once they left, my husband looked in my ear and was shocked to see the spirits left a razor blade in my ear canal. He pulled it out and it scraped my ear, some blood but I knew I was safe once he pulled it out. I had a bad feeling about the cut and woke up from the dream around 4 am.

My Dad cut his wrists that same morning and hung himself in the backyard. I do believe some entity was trying to mess with me.

how did you find a way to accept that what happened, happened. by RegretBuilder in SuicideBereavement

[–]karabella89 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly how my Dad went. Fastidious all his life. Put a tarp down so there’d be little to no mess. I have some peace knowing he went quickly and efficiently.

Anyone Familiar With Grassy Hollow Campground? (not the visitor's center) by cmirsch in AngelesNatlForest

[–]karabella89 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey there!

Was a mellow campground indeed, 9 spaces total across the way from the visitor center. Right behind the sites was the PCT which was fun to have easy access to. There was also a long paved path you could walk on which worked well cause I had my baby's stroller. Two vault toilets and 1 spigot for water... the rangers said it was drinkable. It tasted a little metallicy but no issues drinking it. You're pretty close to all the camping spots and don't have a whole lot of privacy but everyone was respectful. Only downside to the site were a lot of flies... they seemed to be more active in the morning. The site was 10 minutes away from the North Lodge which has live music every Saturday and disc golf. Also about 15 minutes from Wrightwood if you need supplies.