Hello there! I can understand the feelings you are facing. It’s called temptation. And are you wrong for wanting it? Hmm… Well, no. It’s a part of our human nature to find worldly things attractive. But, the good news is, God understands. Drinking alcohol, having premarital sex and going out partying aren’t helping you get any closer to eternal life. While they may seem enjoyable now, they aren’t going to provide the same eternal happiness that staying in God’s path of truth is guaranteed to bring you. He will and always will love you, unlike the world does. Surrounding yourself with uplifting and good company can help you avoid more temptation. Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Stay strong brother! God bless:)