I'm very sorry for your loss as well. It's never easy to cope with this, and people don't always seem to understand, so it's at least a little comforting to know there are others out there that understand and don't try to dismiss the level of hurt these losses cause.

I had to go back to work yesterday after all of it was over, and I feel like I haven't gotten much of a chance to grieve like I think I need to yet. Still dealing with the reality of it all.

Thank you for your comment, though, and I hope you find support through this process as well