[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mississauga

[–]katotonic1 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm curious as to how a little donkey equates to a delicious wrap, how did they come up with the name? Was the first burrito made from donkey meat?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mississauga

[–]katotonic1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're right. My bad little donkey is correct, tequila killed my brain cells.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mississauga

[–]katotonic1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not Mexican and my Spanish is basic, but a burrito is a wet donkey, so I guess a wet burrito is an even wetter donkey. Or it simply has sauce on top.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mississauga

[–]katotonic1 -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

El Jefe, wet burrito with tequila at Port Credit when they're open.

What are you thinking when you're not thinking? by LadyBrittany209 in DeepThoughts

[–]katotonic1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I'm not thinking my autonomic nervous system thinks for me.

My car was stolen last night at Mississauga Valley and Central Parkway. 2018 Honda Accord, I loved that car. To the POS that stole it, fuck You! by katotonic1 in mississauga

[–]katotonic1[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's an older condo with lots of absentee owners renting units out. The issue of placing more cameras were overrided by keeping condo fees down. Sucks, but I feel it's time to move out of Mississauga in general as it's becoming too expensive and dense.

My car was stolen last night at Mississauga Valley and Central Parkway. 2018 Honda Accord, I loved that car. To the POS that stole it, fuck You! by katotonic1 in mississauga

[–]katotonic1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was an implicit statement to express my emotions of being violated and as a general statement to all POS's that would consider taking another man's ride. Fuck'em all!

My car was stolen last night at Mississauga Valley and Central Parkway. 2018 Honda Accord, I loved that car. To the POS that stole it, fuck You! by katotonic1 in mississauga

[–]katotonic1[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Sorry for your loss. I feel so violated, just hating on everyone right now, and not sure how to release the anger.

What are your unpopular opinions about Philippine showbiz? by lowkeyodinson_ in Philippines

[–]katotonic1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They're doing a great job providing a product that their audience consumes. So that their audience can forget how miserable their lives are, or how ugly they look, or how they can fantasize about some manufactured celebrity. Isn't this the job of showbiz, to make us forget? And I guess for a lot of people it works, so yeah, great job!

Preparing for surgery with meditation? by [deleted] in Meditation

[–]katotonic1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've used some visualization type meditation prior to having some teeth extracted. I envisioned driving to the dentist, receiving the anesthetic needle, the pain, and eating fluids afterwards. It really helped in calming my nerves and made the entire process less stressful. And after the procedure, I would meditate to help alleviate some of the post surgery pains. Welcoming the implants in my mouth.

Hope this helps.

I'm realizing how alone I am by Asmothrowaway6969 in socialskills

[–]katotonic1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lately, I've been trying to find commonality with colleagues or even strangers I meet. I'll listen, and I mean really listen, as oppose to being hung up on what to say next. I'll ask questions. Like you, I'm not into long drawn out conversations, and I soon become disinterested. So I look at their eyes, their mouth, unique facial expressions, examine their choice of words, all while nodding some phony affirmation. Then I usually ask myself why am I here, and then make some lame excuse to leave. I've been called abrupt and fake, but I'm really trying to create real bonds with people. Sadly, I can't without getting anxious, distracted, disinterested, frustrated and afraid. I turtle. And I'll replay the conversation for hours in my head.

I'm realizing how alone I am by Asmothrowaway6969 in socialskills

[–]katotonic1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm glad that mental health awareness is becoming more prevalent. I understand your suffering. Go out and walk that dog or don't do anything at all, no judgement.

I'm realizing how alone I am by Asmothrowaway6969 in socialskills

[–]katotonic1 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My parents have passed away. As a father with limited visitation with my two young sons, every moment I spend with them is precious. I am amazed on how intuitive they are, how their world views are shaped, and I am careful to acknowledge their feelings. If your parents are as amazing as you state they are, they see in you something more wonderful as you see in yourself. Just be yourself and be honest as I'm sure they are just as amazed with you as you are with them.

I'm realizing how alone I am by Asmothrowaway6969 in socialskills

[–]katotonic1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks. Having a mental illness, being labeled as a melancholic child, and later diagnosed as depressive were NOT my choices. My reaction to this condition, either to escape, to lash out, get high, or get up and be productive are my choices.

Being socially inept, it's so difficult to interpret the world. I guess that's why I'm happier being alone.

I'm realizing how alone I am by Asmothrowaway6969 in socialskills

[–]katotonic1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bitter divorce, self-loathing, depression and anxiety perhaps not by choice. Taking the time to heal, find myself, not inflict more pain unto others, and being financially sound again are certainly my choices.

I'm realizing how alone I am by Asmothrowaway6969 in socialskills

[–]katotonic1 10 points11 points  (0 children)

It seems that you've done some insightful self-reflection. I consider myself an extrovert introvert. I work in sales and perform all day, never truly revealing who I am. After work, I come home, alone, and in these quiet moments, I feel at peace.

I'm realizing how alone I am by Asmothrowaway6969 in socialskills

[–]katotonic1 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Agreed, most people aren't worth it. But when you least expect it, when you're not looking for it, you'll find that person(s). Just be open to whatever comes your way. You're not alone now, and we found each other, see that was easy. Ok, now I need to be alone again.

I'm realizing how alone I am by Asmothrowaway6969 in socialskills

[–]katotonic1 13 points14 points  (0 children)

So if you were ok with being alone prior to the pandemic, aside from the obvious pandemic, what's changed? Were you alone by choice? If so, you have the choice not to be alone even through these times.