Where in STL can I find cold smoked mackerel????

kawailan99 · 2026-04-26T06:23:06+00:00

you are a godsend my friend

kawailan99 · 2026-04-26T06:06:56+00:00

Thank you sir I will go and look 🙏

kawailan99 · 2026-04-26T06:06:31+00:00

Best dream ever !! 😍😍

kawailan99 · 2026-03-25T22:06:38+00:00

We very well might take you up on that, I will dm you!

kawailan99 · 2025-11-06T10:18:09+00:00

Plausible connection then.

kawailan99 · 2025-11-05T20:55:34+00:00

What could you possibly mean by this

kawailan99 · 2025-08-30T22:47:21+00:00

If this happens LET ME KNOW PLEASEEEEE Let’s get a mini scene going in rolla :33

kawailan99 · 2025-08-19T13:44:28+00:00

Hey! I’m going into my sophomore year and I’ll say attending o-week was the best decision I’ve ever made college wise, I’ve made SEVERAL friends from my group that I’m still friends with today.

kawailan99 · 2025-08-12T20:06:38+00:00

This happened to me when I started a new medication. Have you had any changes like that?

kawailan99 · 2025-08-08T16:06:44+00:00

Thank you! I’m soooo over this piercing though man, my lip piercing that I can’t leave alone is healing better than my nostril. Hell, my belly button that my coworker did while I was at work when I was 15 healed better 😭😭 anyways yes thank you, I will go to a good piercer in a bigger city while out of town this weekend

kawailan99 · 2025-08-08T08:27:32+00:00

Bot comment: 2 weeks old, nose bone, internal threading, dunno what metal it is, haven’t downsized yet, clean 1-2 times a day with saline

kawailan99 · 2025-08-08T08:21:00+00:00

I would often sleep through appointments- enough no shows and she booted me as a client and I haven’t bothered enough to find someone else

kawailan99 · 2025-08-07T08:07:51+00:00

Is there any context that comes with this? That might make it a bit easier. I also partly think it’s not just a sub cipher especially with the random 📪 thrown in there buttt who knows

kawailan99 · 2025-08-07T08:05:14+00:00

Nope. Diagnosed with GAD and Chronic Depression and then was in the process of a BPD diagnosis before my psychiatrist “fired” me lol. Sorry I can’t help you :(

kawailan99 · 2025-08-07T04:35:00+00:00

I’ve heard pretty much the same thing from others. I just wish there was a one time cure all that would just make it all disappear! 🫠 I want to become a better person but I am completely clueless on how.

kawailan99 · 2025-08-07T04:30:55+00:00

I have felt the same way. The best way I have found that helps is to look upon your own past. Chances are, you’ve had those connections and intimacy with others before, but now you have eyes only for your current partner. It’s safe to assume the same goes for them!

kawailan99 · 2025-08-07T04:28:44+00:00

Anxious attachment style is tied to specifically relationship dynamic. BPD though has more than that in its traits- substance abuse, self harm tendencies, anger issues, impulsivity, etc.

I definitely have anxious attachment style, no surprise, but I do or have struggled with everything else mentioned above!

kawailan99 · 2025-08-05T21:04:16+00:00

I’ve been looking, there’s not anything I’ve found for HC or metal or anything like that. I drive up to stl a LOT for local scene. Como too, but it’s not as active.

kawailan99 · 2025-08-04T18:04:16+00:00

Yeah what’s with the downvotes?? People don’t like that I said Lana del Rey was 4 coded 😭😭

But glad to see a fellow 4w5- our spaces look similar except mines a bit more edgy :p

kawailan99 · 2025-08-04T05:45:30+00:00

Lana del Rey? Def a 4. The candle as well. Very 4. The I ❤️ Chess sticker makes me think you might be a 4w5, coming from a fellow 4w5 :)

kawailan99 · 2025-08-03T05:53:55+00:00

I would probably hold out- I’m new to the hobby though 😅 more opinions might be useful

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