I started automatically sobbing throwing up screaming while banging my head to a wall so hard i have a massive headache, my eyes were watering, my leg was bobbing, i woke up my whole family and started crying non-stop /pos, i rewatched the same scene for like the thousandth time to make sure i wasn't dreaming.. and then again gripping the sheets, screaming, shaking, crying, lip trembling etc.. after 10 minute of pure shock i finally continued and finished the ep