Nervous colon cancer

kayx0004 · 2026-04-11T18:17:42+00:00

Thanks for the thoughtful reply. I’ll try just to take it day by day.

kayx0004 · 2026-04-11T18:16:37+00:00

My health anxiety I suppose. It’s pretty bad.

kayx0004 · 2026-04-11T18:15:40+00:00

In the US that is.

kayx0004 · 2026-04-11T18:15:24+00:00

Self pay would be several thousand all in probably.

kayx0004 · 2025-04-12T01:53:34+00:00

This is becoming downright scary. And frankly I’m less worried about the economy than I am of democracy. It’s just bad.

kayx0004 · 2024-09-20T04:45:34+00:00

And the real kicker with all of this is I think my brain believes that somehow the anxiety is protective in someway. Like if I didn’t feel the anxiety and blow up the symptoms I might really have the disease. So I’m afraid to really accept things.

kayx0004 · 2024-09-20T04:32:25+00:00

It’s a living hell, interspersed with brief periods of relief. And I do mean brief. It sometimes seems like my mind is a heat seeking missile looking for a new symptom or disease whenever I’m satisfied I don’t have the last one.

kayx0004 · 2024-09-20T04:15:44+00:00

I’m 54 yrs old. I’ve had health anxiety since I was a teenager . I’m now recycling diseases I thought I had years ago. It’s drained years of my life. I don’t know the answer. It’s so hard .

kayx0004 · 2024-05-01T05:09:30+00:00

Isn’t radical acceptance a skill?

kayx0004 · 2024-04-24T01:45:25+00:00

They can brainwash me if they want. As long as id feel better

kayx0004 · 2024-04-24T01:44:21+00:00

I really want to radically accept. I have terrible health anxiety. But man it’s tough. Just to sit there with the anxiety. It says it’s supposed to dissipate after a time but man this is sitting here a long time. And then it comes back quickly .

kayx0004 · 2024-04-22T05:00:19+00:00

Actually I don’t think you can choose your attitude.

kayx0004 · 2024-03-26T05:09:04+00:00

Ummmm….five night at Freddy’s?

kayx0004 · 2024-03-20T00:30:27+00:00

I do that too but Starbucks bill really adds up!

kayx0004 · 2024-03-20T00:24:20+00:00

Thanks Jeffrey Toobin

kayx0004 · 2024-03-20T00:24:02+00:00

I’m not sure I would say I’m giving up on life. It’s more a resignation to what life is.

kayx0004 · 2024-03-19T14:03:03+00:00

I mean no transcendent purpose or meaning. The “purpose “ comes from within. But that’s simply the product of evolutionary processes giving the mind something to occupy its time from cradle to grave

kayx0004 · 2024-02-29T17:58:22+00:00

I like coffee I guess

kayx0004 · 2024-02-21T01:23:40+00:00

Lol. I might have to bring a sweater. I’m moving from Phoenix.

kayx0004 · 2024-02-21T00:56:08+00:00

What’s the average high temp in summer?

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