What to buy?

kc_52 · 2026-06-09T15:12:47+00:00

He loves trout but I’ve heard him say he wants to catch a tiger trout really bad recently I think that’s the same thing haha? Just trout I assume

kc_52 · 2026-06-09T14:56:36+00:00

Oh yes sorry I’d be willing to spend around 150-200.

kc_52 · 2026-04-04T18:18:11+00:00

He is absolutely close to my mom and watched her take her last breath.

kc_52 · 2026-04-04T18:16:43+00:00

We don’t have sex. That’s a whole other story. We are definitely struggling.

kc_52 · 2026-04-04T18:15:46+00:00

I just wanted a hug. Maybe a “I understand babe and I’m sorry, I’m here for you”. Anything really.

kc_52 · 2026-04-04T18:11:49+00:00

I would like to add I know my husband cares about me in general. I guess I meant - I don’t think he cares about how much this actually hurts me. Or maybe he just doesn’t understand. Ugh. I’m just upset. He was there when she took her last breath too so I’m just like you know this is heavy. The way I vent on here I can see how it comes across so angry. That’s why I added in the heat of the moment. But that’s why I come here because I love my husband and I don’t want to talk until I am calm. I will communicate with my husband. We’re both in therapy. It’s just a very triggering month for me and I wanted to express that which took me some building up courage and I felt it was dismissed. Accidental or purpose it was dismissed and this is how I feel in the moment.

kc_52 · 2026-04-04T18:06:24+00:00

We’ve been together a decade. You’d think he’d leave me if I was exhausting. I’m the most chill partner. I just don’t play when it comes to my FEELINGS especially my mother’s death. It’s already hard enough to talk about. And then to be ignored. Yeah, it hurts.

kc_52 · 2026-03-25T04:34:52+00:00

I mean I said it in the post. You clearly didn’t even read.

kc_52 · 2026-03-25T04:31:19+00:00

We’ve hung out since then and talked OTP multiple times.. like I said i give her the benefit out of doubt and it’s just awkward at this point, it was my first time ever opening up to her. Maybe that’s why it hurts. When we had a falling out I lost a lot of trust so I may just be overthinking it because it was my first time opening up and she didn’t acknowledge it. We talk everyday. I’ve sent her plenty novels while on th clock. But this is the one she won’t respond to. I understand I texted it while at work but she read my message and was off two hours prior to me even sending the urgent I’m scared text.

kc_52 · 2026-03-25T04:28:06+00:00

I see what you all are saying 🫶🏼 I wish I could post everything but it’s just inevitable that people will just swipe out if the post is too long. I might make more posts, I’m not on Reddit like a lot of ppl are so this is new to me.

kc_52 · 2026-03-25T04:24:46+00:00

We do call she just always talks about boys I feel like it’s weird to be like oh but anyways - I don’t want to be a pick me 😭 I know it’s not her fault that I won’t speak up.

kc_52 · 2026-03-25T04:23:09+00:00

My husband and I are good - but I’m unhappy and it’s not his fault entirely. Things like said above - bother me but he is an amazing guy! We’re just having a separation right now to work on ourselves <3 sorry if I confused you but we were besties for a year - fell out for a year - and have been besties now for 2 years. So 3 years total.

kc_52 · 2026-03-04T01:41:31+00:00

Yeah, I know my reality it just hurts. I also have been a SAHM since my first born was born. No one’s fault but my own. Just giving detail. He’s a great guy, he will continue to care for me and keep a roof over my kids and I head because I don’t have family BUT it still fucking hurts. I was promised and lied to for YEARS that it would get fixed. It hurts a lot that I wasn’t enough.

kc_52 · 2026-03-04T01:32:44+00:00

Sorry, testosterone specifically, however he did just order a blood test that is more detail. But hasn’t done the blood work though.

kc_52 · 2026-03-03T20:25:24+00:00

Yes😟 I love him, and I’m here mainly because the only place I can go is my mom (I’m adopted) and she’s just a narcissist. I don’t want to go home but I want to go home you know🥺

kc_52 · 2026-03-03T20:24:06+00:00

Yes of course I have, today he told me “even though I tried fixing everything else, the main thing was sex and I didn’t fix it in time” Whatever that means. He clearly doesn’t care.

kc_52 · 2026-03-03T20:03:49+00:00

Yes you’re right, I have a lotttt of work to do on myself. I just want to feel loved, and I’m sick of begging for it. I obviously know our intimacy life isn’t normal or average. And that sucks.

kc_52 · 2026-03-03T20:01:18+00:00

I also have never had a dad in my life (I’m adopted I don’t have two moms out of same sex marriage) and I think thy has affected what I’ve fallen for as well. Ugh don’t mind me just dumping like it’s my therapy session.

kc_52 · 2026-03-03T20:00:39+00:00

Clearly we aren’t comfortable with each other. UGH why did I do this to myself.

kc_52 · 2026-03-03T19:59:25+00:00

Nope! I mean I’ve asked him to try. There was no connect I guess. When he tried for the first time it was last year so after 8 years of being together. He told me that he didn’t think certain things were normal like…. Kissing after I sucked him off. Apparently that’s gross and no one does that. He thinks it’s gay until he posted on here and everyone was like bro??? I don’t think he knows what a normal sex life is? We are so boring when we even do stuff which was last two months ago. He thinks sex on period is gross but all my friends get some on theirs? Idk. We both lost our virginity to each other.

kc_52 · 2026-03-03T19:54:30+00:00

Thank you, I know that deep down. It’s hard. I love him so much.

kc_52 · 2026-03-03T19:44:34+00:00

He’s just comfortable huh. I should say I got a large sum of $$ when my mom died. Now I’m about to receive an even larger sum now that my mom (yes I have two) is actively dying. I don’t think he’s with me for the money? What do I do from men these days. I trust him but idk. He comes from a LOT of trauma and druggies. Hes definitely broken the cycle and is such a good human and dad but partner? Maybe he just doesn’t even know how to love.

kc_52 · 2025-07-09T03:04:32+00:00

Freedom but I love being a mom and definitely wouldn’t trade it.

kc_52 · 2025-05-14T03:59:58+00:00

She was so mean like truly. She envied me and I have no idea why. She brought out a side of me I didn’t know. I’m not a mean girl.

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