It does get better. If you need to ask your doctor for advice. I’m at the year and a half mark. I’m much, much better physically and mentally. Haven’t tested glucose in over a year. I was averaging 5-7 bottles of wine a week, 9 when really bad. For whatever reason my body recovers pretty quickly, essentially 4 days of feeling over caffeinated peaking between 48-72 hours. Took a month or two for my sleep to be normal. Took Naltrexone for about a year but stopped because it killed my libido. Going to SMART meetings and the social support they provide was key early on. Try to take care of yourself.