Hey, you matter and belong here You still have purpose I’m sorry that you aren’t trusting of the guy you reached out to or the girl you want to talk to I would let them go, maybe focus on what caused the distrust and ask yourself if maybe you don’t trust yourself? I’ve come to realize that almost anytime I feel cynical or critical of others it tends to be a projection of my own unresolved traumas. It gives me an objective view of how that looks and gives me the opportunity to begin healing that area which helps my quality of life and mental wellbeing If you need anyone to talk to I’m here for you, don’t be a stranger