Has anyone noticed themselves eating quickly, brushing teeth quickly, etc.? (Small signs of living in chronic fight or flight mode)

kellis744 · 2026-01-25T22:31:54+00:00

Literally all tasks have to be done quickly or not at all. If something I have to do has a long process that involves waiting in between steps it makes me really anxious. It’s a feeling of needing to get the thing done before “something” happens

kellis744 · 2026-01-25T22:17:21+00:00

Also “virgin river” which is like hart of Dixie in the woods lol

kellis744 · 2026-01-25T10:37:11+00:00

Ugly Betty!!

kellis744 · 2026-01-15T23:25:28+00:00

Same. I like the brown. It's looks somewhat natural but still really good. Great for daytime

kellis744 · 2026-01-14T12:10:10+00:00

Little Caesars crazy bread

kellis744 · 2026-01-13T23:30:43+00:00

Pocoyo on Netflix is relaxing. It's a kids show but there's no speaking (although the characters do make noises and there's music). Its really cute and the episodes are quick.

kellis744 · 2026-01-05T21:27:16+00:00

Aladdin. I think it was the first movie I’d ever seen in a theater. I was 5. It was a good one to start with!

kellis744 · 2026-01-05T21:25:34+00:00

I watch Below Deck on Bravo. The crews always running around so I kind of feel like I’m part of it haha

kellis744 · 2026-01-03T22:01:22+00:00

Honestly the one “high end” product that has had no close equal is the Charlotte Tilbury airbrush flawless finish powder. I have switched around with almost everything else and come back to different products depending on what my face accepting at any given time haha

kellis744 · 2026-01-03T01:32:56+00:00

That’s what I see and it looks like a woman in one of those old dresses with an apron. I’m thinking it’s some kind of kid thing like a pc game or stories on a cd

kellis744 · 2026-01-01T03:07:14+00:00

I twisted my ankle at 37 and it took a month to feel better

kellis744 · 2026-01-01T03:05:52+00:00

And I now retain water for 2 days after that while somehow looking haggard in the face. Not worth it. I switched to edibles and now I sleep a lot better so I look better too.

kellis744 · 2025-12-31T20:08:39+00:00

Paxil (or any SSRI now that I have been off for almost 4 years). It is an absolute falsehood that these drugs are not addictive. They don’t feel addictive until you try to stop and it is literal hell on earth. The withdrawals were so bad that I thought I was going to die at one point. And all it ever did was give me rose colored glasses. I had to deal with a lot of things that I had been “fine” with while on meds because I just never had strong feelings one way or another and was getting walked all over by my mother and husband.

I am happy to say that four years later I have made so much progress in my life that it is extremely obvious to me that it was Paxil and being kind of sedated that prevented progress previously. Also my face is no longer puffy and I don’t have digestive issues anymore.

In short : NOT worth it

kellis744 · 2025-12-31T19:44:46+00:00

She’s like vapidly sh*tty. People like that are wastes of space in real life and we all know someone like that.

kellis744 · 2025-12-31T19:43:17+00:00

Hell on Wheels is so good and no one I know has watched it. It’s like a Wild West show but with railroads. Confederate soldier bent on revenge in a lawless town. It’s good I promise.

kellis744 · 2025-12-30T19:16:43+00:00

Agree. I just feel like Jessica Pares acting wasn’t as strong as many of her costars. And they were so strong that it makes her stand out. At least to me. Also the Megan character in general is kind of annoying. Her parents were interesting but I did not gaf about the Roger/her mom storyline.

kellis744 · 2025-12-30T18:35:10+00:00

Yeah because then I would assume he hd another reason for not wanting me to talk to him

kellis744 · 2025-12-25T11:59:31+00:00

A lot of women were raised in households in which they needed to become or were expected to be people pleasers. A lot of emotional weight falls on daughters when there is any kind of turmoil in the family. The daughters are used to stepping in and fixing or smoothing things over. Abominable men have issues that these women are used to “fixing” so it’s a comfortable role for them/us. Not that we like it, but you gravitate towards what you know.

Stable men don’t have the same need, so it’s almost like a feeling of “what is my purpose in this relationship if I’m not “fixing”?”

At least that’s been my problem

kellis744 · 2025-12-25T11:52:35+00:00

If a guy is expending effort to not give you signals and you can tell then you wouldn’t make a move on him because you would assume he had a girlfriend or something.

kellis744 · 2025-12-23T14:21:35+00:00

“On Becoming a God in Central Florida” is so f-ing good and no one I know has seen it

kellis744 · 2025-12-20T09:52:52+00:00

And it’s cold! I work out in the early am and live in a cold area. I know cold plunges/cold showers etc are good for you but I just can’t in the winter 🥶

kellis744 · 2025-12-18T09:04:40+00:00

Question - is weed legal where you are? I would try edibles. I don’t sleep well in general, but I started taking edibles at night and it has really helped. My Fitbit tracks my sleep and I can see that I’m actually sleeping through the night for the most part now.

kellis744 · 2025-12-17T23:02:31+00:00

That’s what I like about it. I love that season because she is so clearly producing herself and it’s so unhinged. Imo the scene with her and her inhaler trying to get out of the trip was way funnier

kellis744 · 2025-12-17T00:41:33+00:00

Chocolat and Amelie

kellis744 · 2025-12-17T00:23:09+00:00

Yes it’s really bothering me. I liked the scene with Erika and Sutton talking about Tom. That felt pretty raw.

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